I love you for you!

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Warning: This chapter contains a big time jump. It also contains MATURE SUBJECT MATTER!!

Author's POV

It's been two years since Jungkook and Jimin have been together. Jimin was discharged 1 year after meeting Jungkook.

They had settled down and were getting ready to take a step further into their marriage.

Speaking of marriage, Jimin had given it a go again after going to therapy for at least 6 months. Seeing how Jungkook had treated him differently from his ex, helped him take the step into marrying him.

Their days weren't always the best. Sometimes, Jimin would fall back into his old habits of trying to lose weight but the difference is that he would immediately tell Jungkook and from there on, they would try to overcome it.

This year, Jimin wanted to make Jungkook happy. They had spoken about children but Jimin was always afraid. What if they didn't like him? What if they got hurt or worse died due to negligence?

Thoughts like those were always preoccupying his mind but Jungkook and his friend shad motivated him to give it his best and that will be always more than enough.

"Jimin, it's nice to see you." Dr. Kim or Seokjin said. "Seokjin-hyung, good to see you too but we saw each other like two days ago." They both laugh and finally Seokjin asks Jimin what he can help him with.

"Hyung, I-I want to try to become pregnant." Jimin says and Seokjin is buffled. "That's great news Jimin. But we also have to look at your history. Becoming pregnant means most probably gaining weight. Will you be okay with that?" Seokjin asked and Jimin took a big breathe.

"I want to make Jungkook happy. I feel like this is the one thing missing for us." Jimin said but Jin shook his head. "Do you also want this?" Jin asked and Jimin looked down. "Yes. Of course, I do. It would be amazing to be called appa or mama." Jimin smiled.

"Okay. I guess, we can discuss choices. If you want to become pregnant, you need to be intimate and also have your period." Jin explained and Jimin frowned.

"Haven't you been intimate yet?" Jin asked. "No, we have a few times. I-I get shy so most of the time when we get intimate, it has to be dark." Jimin explained and his cheeks were covered with a pink taint.

"Jimin, being intimate will be something that is hard for you knowing your history. I do feel, however, that that wasn't the reason for you frown." Jin said and Jimin looked down.

"Jimin, have you gotten your period yet?" Jin asked. "No. I thought that it would have been here by now but I'm worried. What if I can'r conceive. Will Jungkook leave me? Will I be left alone again? Will he be mad?" Jimin rambled.

"Jimin, earth to my dear friend Jimin." Jin said. "It makes sense that you haven't gotten your period yet. Your body is still trying to get used to changing. Whenever our bodies go into shock, the first response is to stop blood flow to unimportant organs. When one isn't pregnant, most of the time, the reproductive system is shut down to accommodate your brain and your heart. Right now, your body is rebooting your whole system. Give it time." Seokjin explained.

"But it's been a year." Jimin exclaimed. "Yes. And you are still underweight. You've gained a few pounds hut your BMI is only at 18.2. You're just .3 from your normal BMI, which would help plentifully with your body's rebooth." Jin said. Jimin sighed and Jin saw the discourage.

"Jimin, you will be a great parents. I believe, you will. But first, I want you to take care of yourself. Some babies born from parents with a history of anorexia can sometimes be smaller than average and some carriers do suffer miscarriages." Jin stated and Jimin's eyes widened. "I am not trying to scare you at all Jimin-ah but I want you to understand the reason why I want you to be healthy before adventuring onto this path." Jin said and Jimin nodded.