The next day in school, I was sad, but when he said "Hi" I smiled at him. I didn't want him to notice I was sad. I was dying inside. My best friend, Esmeralda, she was telling me how she didn't like him. How she still liked her ex, Matthew. I was happy but sad at the same time. Esme was the pretty girl at school. She was what every guy would want. She was beautiful, she was skinny, she had everything. I would understand why the guys would like her. Me & her have had our past. Every time I would like a guy, they would end up liking her. Inside of me i was jealous. I was always jealous of her. I was the ugly friend. I'm not pretty, I don't have a nice body. My only good quality was that i was nice. I am an extremely nice person. I trust so easily. People take advantage of me. Some kids at school think I am the "Popular" girl, but sometimes I feel so lonely.
People can screw with me 100 times and I will always forgive them, and act like nothing happened. I am that type of person. I give so many chances, when the people don't deserve it. I trusted Esme so much. She was like a sister to me. She was always sad about how Matthew didn't like her back. I was actually happy that he didn't like her back. I wanted her to feel the pain you feel when the people you like don't like you back. All these boy's liked her & the guy that she wanted didn't like her. I felt bad, but happy at the same time. We had this after school program, Ivan was in that class too. Esme & him got closer. He was still my best friend. He would talk to me about her. It was such a pain. Hearing him talk about her, how she's so beautiful & all this nice stuff. I was dying. Time passed by, I was still stuck in the friend zoned. One morning, Esme tells me that she was starting to have feelings for Ivan. I wanted to punch her. I wanted to kill her. How can she do that to me? I faked a smile, and said " That's really cool. " She asked me if it was okay for her to date him. I was even more mad! I wanted to scream at her. "NO IT IS NOT OKAY BECAUSE I LOVE HIM!!" But I looked up, and thought about Ivan. How this would really make him happy. He would be happy. That was the only thing going through my mind. I told her " No, it's okay. He really likes you, you'll make him really happy." Then I walked away. I went to the bathroom and started crying. How can my "best friend" do something like that? When she knew how i felt about him. I hated her so much.
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