Fear

chapter:8

We were enjoying the party.....then I saw something that I never wanted to see......my heartbeat is stopped.... I hate this I can't believe my eyes.........

Wow park jimin......just wow....... I can't take this anymore...........

Boram was looking at me..as she knows what's going inside me...... I ran away from the party... I ran to my house.. And locked myself....in my room..I feel disgusted.....I was crying so badly....

Was I no one for you jimin-aah?
How can you do this infront me?
Why do everybody hurts me?
What do they get by hurting me?
Do they find peace?
No one on this earth needs me...But I thought jimin........ I gave u my heart jimin....at first my friends left me...then my parents.... I just had u And Boram........ But u also don't need me....I am just a wastage...okay......if u love to hurt me it's okay.......I can do everything for u...... But.....at least just think about me..........why do this world hate me this much...I did nothing wrong to them.... I love everybody..... I am not that much bad that everybody has to hurt me.....okay...................... I am leaving jimin........
I closed my eyes And took a deep breath...... I ran to my kitchen And saw a knife I grabbed that And ran to my room I closed the door................And sat behind the door....
I am sorry Boram.... I couldn't fulfill my promise......But trust me I love you.... thank you for staying there when no one was there.........sorry jimin-aah........

I took the knife And cut the veins of my hands.....I did 13 cuts....... Finally my hand is bleeding...blood is coming out of my hand.......I tried to write "Jimin"on the floor with my blood......my vission was getting blur...i can see those  happy moments with my parents when i was a child........those happy moments with Boram.......finally the moments when i And jimin used to laugh together......his cute giggles.......his eyes........

"eomma...appa...........Boram....................."
I saw the the moment when jimin proposed me...........
"jimin-aah..... Jim -.............."

Boram's pov.
I was looking for yuna...i know she can't take this anymore...why does that girl has to kiss jimin infont of yuna......i saw that yuna ran away from the party..... I went after her... I reached the home after 20minutes..maybe she ran to the house....i just hope she doesn't do anyting stupid....when i reached the home she wasn't anywhere... I ran to her room and saw that she locked herself.....i couldn't her for a few times but she didn't opened the door i was getting tensed......i have a key of her room so i unlocked her room...And i saw her unconscious body is on the floor.........i fell down on the floor......i can't believe...she........... But now i have to take her to the hospital.....i called the ambulance.....thankfully the ambulance came in ten minutes......we went to the doctor.......
I am gonna fucking kill that fucking park jimin.................
I said gritting my teeth........yuna is in the operation theater.... Doctor said that she lost many blood so the have to give her blood........i told them to manage it.....they managed to get blood for her........i sat infont of her operation theater.... I was crying badly........suddenly my phone buzzed.......
"jihyun"
I picked up the phone...i was crying........ So he got panicked.....
"Noona.... What happened.?!?everything is fine right..?"
I told him everything................he got shocked............
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Ahhhhhh....it was a boring chapter...but i have nothing to do....cuz i am not a good writer.... But i love writing ffs...anyways boraheeeeeeeeeeeee😘😘😘😘