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epilogue

"she would have wanted you to move on" 

that's what everyone been saying for almost,

i don't know, it's been too long since i lost her.

"hyung, let her go."

how can i? i can't do that.

"i can't joon."

i can't, she died because of me.

"why?"

i look at him, he has been there for me since that incident.

"because, i can't forgive my self for what i did to her right before she died."

i can't, i refuse to believe that my last word with her was me breaking up with her.

"then the problem is on you hyung."

i was surprised at his response.

"i know." i said as he just look at me.

"no, you don't, you just keep making her death about you, you haven't even think about her perspective, have you? look, you want to keep grieving over her and blame yourself for the rest of your life, be my guest, but think about how she would want you to behave right now. you know her better than the rest of us hyung."

after Namjoon left, I've been thinking about what he said, maybe I've been making everything about me, about how i feel from losing her, about how i think I'm not okay with this, but what about her?

I've been grieving for too long, and i think this is the time for me to forgive my self and move on.

she would have wanted me to be happy, she would have wanted me to move on with my life.

"good bye, my love."

i saw how the fire burn every single parts of the memories i have with her, i saw how those pictures slowly became ashes, and flies to the air like dust.

this is the last time for me to cry for her, she will always have a special place in my heart, and i will always love her, i will live my life the way she would want me to, live, she would want me to live and enjoy life.

me: goodbye, my love.
me: until we meet again.
me: i love you.

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