☆Nostalgic Night☆

Part 3

Just like that I spent the next two days working. It was just me, the couch, and my computer. I ignored everyone when they tried talking to me. They would invite me to go out to eat with them and I would just brush them off. Shocking right, me denying food but once I was in my zone nothing can interrupt me or I'll lose my flow. Chan thinks I'm possessed now because I haven't asked him for food but I don't blame him because he's never been around me when I'm in my producer mode. It is now Sunday night and I have officially finished the song, I take off my headset and heave a relieved sigh. "Finally done," I start stretching and I feel myself becoming more relaxed.

"YOU'RE DONE!!!," I accidentally swung out my hand and hit whoever was in front of me. "Bitch owww. What was that for?"

I looked up to see Chan rubbing his face, "IT'S YOUR FAULT."

"HOW IS IT MY FAULT?"

"YOU SCARED ME."

"SO! THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO HIT ME."

"IT'S A DEFENSE MECHANISM."

"DEFENSE MECHANISM MY ASS."

"OH MY FUCKING GOD CAN YOU GUYS SHUT UP," Hanse sounded really annoyed. Me and Chan made eye contact and started laughing.

"WHY ARE YOU GUYS SCREAMING?," Byungchan joined in after. I swear I can see Hanse's eyebrows twitching with annoyance.

"AHHHHHH THIS IS FUN," everyone turned to Sejun and started laughing even Hanse couldn't hold himself back. It really is nice to see him smiling and laughing like that...I mentally slapped myself, no you can't be thinking like this Y/n. You can't be weak for his smile...his smile is so pretty though. No I can't, I quickly looked away from his direction but we made eye contact for a brief second. His smile turned into a smirk in that brief instance, now that's the Hanse I've come to know.

"Ok going back to before I was rudely slapped."

"Chan I didn't slap you, my hand just wanted to hug you."

"Ha ha hilarious. Now as I was saying, you finished the song," I nodded at him with an excited smile. "You know you got that stupid smile on your face," I cocked my head to the side. "The smile you get whenever you finish making an amazing song."

I smirked, "big bro you already know I write that good shit when I'm in my zone."

"Guys can we just listen to the song already," Hanse sighed impatience coating his words.

"Yeah I-I want to hear it," I smiled towards Subin which instantly made him blush.

"Alright you guys ready."

"Woman just play the damn track already," I nodded at Byungchan.

I clicked play and the song filtered out. I was really nervous to see their reactions towards the song. Also, about the fact that- Seungsik suddenly stopped the song and all their eyes turned in my direction, did they not like it? "IS THAT YOU SINGING?!," ahh that's the other reason I was nervous to show them this. Since it's a demo I had to record the song myself which I secretly did while they weren't home. I shyly nodded my head at him. The rest of the guys exclaimed their amazement at the fact that that was me singing.

"Wow you sing really pretty Y/n." Aww Subin didnt stutter...wait did he just compliment me.

"Thank you," my voice came out as a squeak due to the sudden compliments.

"Guys just wait for the rap verse. I'm sure she wrote one for Hanse's part," they all widened their eyes. "Before you guys say anything let's just continue listening," Chan pressed play and I saw from the corner of my eye Hanse inching closer. Oh god the verse was about to come, it's not that I can't rap or sing it's just really embarrassing to be called out on it. That's why I never became an idol. I could've debuted but I chose to stick behind the scenes and help others shine brighter. Once the rap started I unconsciously looked at Hanse to see his reaction, I was expecting a stone-cold face but I saw something different. He looked kinda sad. Now that I mention it all the members looked melancholic.