Trigger happy kinda twisted Sad chapter you've been warned ! - Zada
I ran from the guild I couldn't cry in front of them I hArdly knew them yet and didn't want to seem weak. I ran to an alley and broke down there as j remembered two days ago..... The blood, the bodies. The day I be and an official murdurer. I pulled out a read handled dagger with a shadow like pattern running up the handle. I stared at it and poke my finger on the sharp tip. A small drop of blood was forming As I realized how it felt.....I suddenly took the dagger to my wrist and made a small scrAtch like cut. The small droplets of blood made me feel the pain of being alive I loved it I kept going until I had covered my arms with cuts and then i thought about how it would feel if the pain would just go away..... Then j stopped and screamed as I realized the thought running through my head. I wanted to die...
