new friends or more than friends?

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The next morning

Denki pov:

*Abram goes off*. No, I don't want to wake up... but I want to see my friends...a-and shinsou... Don't go to school they don't care about you... b-but they do. No, they don't ...stay home. N-NO IM GOING TO SCHOOL..... ok but if they get mad it's not my fault. GET OUT OF MY HEAD... I'm gonna go today... but... NO... go cut yourself no one will care... N-NO... do it and see if they care... f-fine... *gets knave and starts cutting*... don't eat you're too fat if you lose weight ... Your right... I am. *Gets ready for school*

At School

shinsou pov:

Why does Denki seem sadder than usual... S-should I talk to him I thought to myself. Why do I worry about him so much...maybe I like him... But is he even gay? ugh, I wish I didn't care about him so much...why do I care about him so much. It's like he looks happy and acts happy but it's not real happiest... A-and I want to help him be happy... Yes I know this is weird for me but... I don't know he seems like he needs help and love and I want to help him...

At lunch

Denki pov:

Shinsou came up from behind me and said"can I talk to you in private?" "s-sure!" I said shinsou brought me to the Rothtop. He hugged me and said "if you need to talk I'm here and you can talk to me" I started crying... I hugged him. and said thank you. I told him who I felt and how much I hate myself but I did not say anything about me cutting. we talked for a while. I cried a lot but he was converting me... i-i think I'm in love with him. I never thought I would be gay...Does he feel the same? No, he doesn't. but what if he does... "you ok Denki?" "yea I'm fine shinsou thanks for being here for me"


Shinsou pov:

"hey Denki wanna come over," I said with a smile

"sure," Denki said


Hi, I'm sorry it's short but I hope you like it! It's probably gonna take me a while to get the 3rd chapter out!

word count: 375

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