𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 - 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙣

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my eyes opened as it was freezing in my room. i looked down to see noen in my embrace.
i was kinda shocked at first that he even wanted to cuddle me.
he's just so cute.
i looked at the window that was still open as i got up carefully not waking noen. i shut my window and walked into my wardrobe grabbing some blankets for noen seen as it was freezing and he was only wearing a tshirt and a thong. i walked over to my bed placing the blankets on over the top.
i wanted to make this boy mine.
i've been thinking about it for days.
but there's never the right time to ask.
i sighed and walked into my wardrobe grabbing a hoodie as i slipped it on. i walked out my room as i knocked on my dads bedroom door. he opened it as he looked at me.

"your up early kiddo"

he said as i smiled.

"yes i was just seeing if you were home that's all, how was your night"

i said as he smiled.

"it was great, the boys asked me were you've been. i said with you boy toy"

he said with a small laugh.

"fuck sakes dad hes not my boy toy how many times do i have to tell you"

i said.
well he sorta is
but im not gonna admit that.
plus it's different if you actually have feelings for them.

"hmm i still don't believe you plus i see the hickeys on both your necks the last week"

he said as i rolled my eyes.

"that doesn't mean shit, he goes home and does whatever he wants and i go out too. that doesn't mean i've been having sex with him i could be with someone else"

i said as he rolled his eyes playfully.

"well if you are i'm disappointed i like noen he's a nice boy plus he's fit for this side of town"

he said.

"yea ok right well i'm going to smoke so goodbye"

i said.

"also stop making assumptions before you actually know who's fucking who"

i said as i laughed slightly at how ridiculous this was. i walked down the stairs as i rolled myself a joint. i looked around as i sighed.

"fuck me"

i said. i walked back upstairs with my joint as i opened my door. i looked around for my lighter not seeing it anywhere.

"what are you looking for"

i heard noen say as i turned around seeing him sitting up tiredly.

"my lighter"

i said as he grabbed his and threw it at me softly.

"use mine"

he said as i smiled.

"why you being so nice all of a sudden"

i said smiling.

"i'm just helping"

he said as his eyes looked heavy. i lit my joint as i walked over to him as i placed his lighter back on my bedside table.

"see you later don't do anything inappropriate"

my dad said laughing as we looked at him.

"fuck off dad"

i said as he left.

"what was that about"

noen said as i sat down as he was slightly behind me.

"he still thinks your my boy toy"

i said.

"i sort of am"

he said as i looked at him.

"i wouldn't say that"

i said as i felt his eyes light up slightly.

"why"

he asked as i looked at him.

"i wouldn't spend time with you if you were my boy toy i'd call you when i wanted to fuck you"

i said as he looked at me.

"plus i care about you so it makes it different"

i said turning my head back looking forwards.

"he also thinks we have been fucking cuz we have hickeys. i told him that he needs to stop making assumptions on who's fucking who"

i said.

"he doesn't know if i was fucking someone else or you are when you go home"

i said.

"but he's technically right"

noen said as i shrugged.

"yea he doesn't need to know that"

i said breathing smoke out.

"no one knows"

noen said.

"i thought you would have told addy"

i said.

"no she hasn't asked really. she probably used to me coming over with hickeys by now"

he said.

"she used to ask but she hasn't for a year or so"

he said.

"i guess that's good in a way"

i said as we sat there in silence for a long time.
until he broke the silence..

"chase"

he said.

"yea"

i said.

"i care about you too"

he said as i put my joint out.
i didn't really know what to say.

"i'm glad i met you"

he said.

"i'm glad i met you too"

i said as i turned my head looking at him. we looked at each other as i leant in and kissed him. i placed my hand on his cheek as he pulled the covers back. he moved onto my lap without breaking the kiss.
it was different
it was full of passion

love...