I wake up from a dream where I was dating oliver, it had felt amazing, we kissed and it felt so real. I drifted back off to sleep. When I woke up again I realised I had just had a similar dream but I was dating Amelie. It felt amazing to date her.
I pull my MacBook out and turn on incognito mode. I type into the search bar: What is it if you are attracted to men and women?
I look at the first result. Bisexual. I'd heard of gay and lesbian but never bi. I looked down the page more and found a site that told me more information about lgbtq+ and I scrolled down reading each sexuality. That's when I realised I'm bi.
Dear diary,
I'm bisexual. I'm bi.
y/n
I close my diary and shove it in a box under my bed. What would Amelie think? Would she laugh at me? Support me? Be biphobic? I couldn't bear the thought of Amelie laughing at me. I was scared to tell oliver, scared to tell james, scared to tell everyone. Only my diary would be told for now.
