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1 year ago
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6 months. It had been 6 months since the kiss. They hadnt hung out alone since. Iwa distanced himself from Oikawa. Oikawa felt awful. He thought it was his fault. He shouldnt have kissed him. He shouldnt have done anything. He shouldve just finished his homework and then scrolled through his phone like they usually did when Iwa hung out.
'wait. if he wasnt...if he didnt want to kiss me he wouldve said no.'
The same thought had run through his head everyday. If Iwaizumi didnt want to kiss him he wouldve said no. He wouldve pushed Tooru away. He wouldve done anything but say yes. Oikawa was so lost in thought he didnt notice the ball hurling at his face until it was too late. Next thing he knew he was staring at the ceiling with blood pouring out of his nose and down his throat.
"WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT ZONING OUT SHITTYKAWA!?!"
Iwaizumi. This was Iwaizumis fault, not Oikawas. If he just said no or at least talked to him Oikawa wouldnt have been zoning out thinking about the kiss. Oikawa stood up completely disregarding the blood and the throbbing his face and head felt.
"You." Oikawa pointed at Iwa. He was Seething. He was pissed. This was Iwaizumis fault.
"Me?" Iwa sassed pointing at himself with an expectant look.
"This is your fault!"
"My fault?!? You were the one not paying attention!"
"Because I was thinking about you! I was thinking about how you just ghosted me! All these months ive thought it was my fault you stopped hanging out, stopped calling and texting, stopped talking to me! But its not my fault! Its yours! If you didnt want to kiss me then why did you say yes when I asked!? Why did you let me?! Why? Why didnt..why didnt you stop me if you didnt want me to kiss you?"
The gym was silent. Oikawa was now breaking down blood was all down his clothes and on the floor in a puddle. Iwaizumi was standing still staring at the crying boy in front of him.
"Because im not gay like you Oikawa."
It was barley above a whisper but it rang loud and clear. Oikawa was now looking up at Iwaizumi. At some point he ended up on his hands and knees on the ground. It was still silent. Everyone was watching intently.
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FanfictionOikawa Tooru was born color blind. Iwaizumi Hajime wasnt. "Iwa-chan what does your eye color look like?" "it doesnt matter." "it does to me."