One Sided Love - A ForthBeam Story

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His smile enchanted me, I blink as I look back at his eyes. "It's ok. You're not hurt are you?" his voice, so deep. I pulled away but I missed his touch instantly, how his strong arms was on my body supporting me. I knew, I am in love with him. Just by his smile and his touch, I want him. I thought he would be angry at me or be irritated, I mean he looked really fierce even though I would say he looked really hot in uniform but he smiled to me. God his smile, I close my eyes and I could see it again. Like a photograph I imprinted it in my head.

It wasn't hard to find out what his name was, being a moon and all.

Forth Jaturapoom.

God, even his names sound good to moan out. I close my eyes as I lie on my bed and think about him, his gaze, his voice, his touch.

I am doomed, I know it. I love him already, I bit my lips as I stare in front of the mirror. I don't look bad and certainly not ugly but I couldn't possibly go up to him and say 'Hey, I fell in love with you. Be my boyfriend will you.' I sighed. For once I am shy, god I am blushing.

I splash water on my face one more time and got ready for school.

I followed Kit to the Moon and Star gathering, we are here because of Phana, our best friend which is a moon. Once, I thanked Phana for being handsome enough to be a moon.

I was looking at the moons when I spotted him, Forth. And bless the Gods, he look freaking good in black t-shirt. I lick my lips unconsciously and slowly drift into my imaginary world.

Click. Click.

I snap my eyes open, when I heard someone snapping their fingers. When did I close my eyes anyway?

Click.

I look to my side, it was Kit who was snapping his fingers.

"What are you thinking? I have been calling you," He said.

I wanted to scowl at him but I stop myself.

"What?" I asked, guess I couldn't hide the annoyance I had from my voice.

Kit rolled his eyes, he pointed at a direction with his finger. "Phana is popular as always, he can't even get a coffee without the staff fussing over him."

I look at the direction Kit was pointing and hummed as response then I blink. The stars around Phana turn around when Forth was approaching them for a bottle of water. I blink. The star near him offered her own bottle but he rejected hers and reach for one on the table. I blink.

I DID NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL.

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Prim. The star of arts faculty. I grit my teeth from afar as I see her playing with her hair while she flirts with my Forth.

TAP.

I turn my head to my side where I saw Kit, who tapped my shoulder.

"Sorry, the vending machine wasn't accepting my notes." Kit complained. I stood up and started to walk to the gathering hall with Kit. We were walking up the stairs when Prim came down, I bump into her. Accidentally. Of course, not like I did it on purpose.

"I'm sorry," I said quickly as I help her up after that I picked her things from the floor and gave it to her. I put on my usual smile and said "Here, your things. Are you hurt?" I brush my fingers with hers when she take her things. She blushed. "I'm fine ka," she said in a sweet voice as she emphasize her 'ka'. God, I want to puke. I better not catch her talking to my Forth this way, bitch.