Toxic - (Sukuna x reader)

Pain

A mistake. Loser. Someone who could never make it anywhere in life. Your mother left you and your father due to some circumstances. Honestly, it was your dad's fault but he kept blaming it on you. "If you weren't alive your mother would be here with me!" He'd say. Then he would grab you by the neck and drag you into the kitchen pulling out a knife then *slice*. He cut off half of your pinky. You'd scream in pain and agony, and this was not the only thing he would do to you. Sometimes your dad would starve you, beat you senseless until you felt numb. You were skinny to the bone. Even though this felt like forever it has been going on for almost a year since this began last winter and it's now close to fall. You were only 14 that time. Later on October 31st, your dad committed suicide and thankfully you were taken in by a loving foster family. Although a part of you was sad your father had died and angry your mother had left. Yes, your dad was horrible but honestly, those past memories before he had gotten crazy were warm. He'd take you out for ice cream sometimes and you guys would go to the beach trying to run from the waves. "I love you so much y/n, always remember." He would say. Your mother was busy a lot for some reason so your father was always there for you. Sometimes your father and mother and you would go get dinner for celebrations. That was like having a normal family, only it did not last long. It was at age 14 you started to understand love more. Love was torture. It only lasts for seconds, once those seconds are over...it changes a person negatively.