"Ignis Divinum"

"My eyes are shut in still, yet my roots remain submerged in slight sentience.
With each placid breath that I take,
there is a waking prowess that rattles within the heart of my palms."

"The bellowing clamor of thunder, adherent to the gentle, scattering rainfall excites an impel of ethereal vigor. Veins of amber lighting smite the black air surrounding me."

"Through a welcoming gust of wind, my hands arise in symmetrical fashion, contracting with golden sparks, igniting to an undulating flame."

"My hands invent their own dance, making fiery spirals pulling up from my neck, down to my torso."

"There is a resonant drumming from a distance that fills my ears, each thumping beat, it draws nearer."

"In a prelude, my entire body commences levitation, to where I am ascending, I am unable to visually perceive, but I stay arisen."

"With my right hand, a burning beacon of amber light evinces with ardor, synchronizing in pulsations with the drumming beat."

"Another manifests itself within my left hand, yet not pulsating but rotating in an unceasing revolve."

"The tips of my fingers twitch & tick in a sequential order, from first to last, in sporadic phases, stars of a dark, honeyed light, blaze like persistent embers as I remain afloat in levitation."

"The drumming becomes more ardent, and posthaste, I feel my chest jerking upwards in parallel rhythm with the beat."

"My eyes tremble faintly as they flutter open, looking downwards to see a golden, fire-light illuminating the silhouetted structure of my heart."

"With each jerk of my chest, long threads of the fiery light radiate & protrude outwards above my neck & below my breasts."

"My eyes, fully opened, meander around my surroundings, I am in a deep space, encompassed by citrine & mahogany colored clouds amidst the complete blackness. Stars of amber & red hues flicker & coruscate around me."

"The light emanating from my heart, travels upwards to the top of my head, and a vibrant burst of flame erupts like a rising Pheonix."

"My arms subconsciously spread outwards, the ribbons of amber now swirling & spiraling across my four limbs like scarlet dragons."

"A stirring heat scorches in an unruly fury within my core, violently trying to aggravate it's way out of me."

"An oppression coerces it's merciless mass so relentlessly onto my head & shoulders, as if a chain of bedrock has been latched onto me, anchoring deeper & deeper no matter how much I resist & attempt to persevere against it."

"There is a vicious force that is tirelessly clawing it's way out of my body, an incorporation of ravenous emotions; hatred, rage, & mania seethe through my soul.

"It wants out, it aches to be freed."

"It's bate of nothing but detrimental malevolence that has invariably co-existed in it's dormancy, has erupted virulently, wanting to be birthed in it's own incarnation."

"The evil & corruption that was sheathed in quietude for so utterly long, makes a temerarious endeavor to escape my body & gain dominion over my entire being."

"My teeth bear a grit & gnash unforgivingly, perilously battling against this unstable ferocity, I institute a constraint over my body, reinstating physical feeling."

"The rampant rage of that wicked fire inflicts a bursting barrage of excruciating pain so colossal, I feel as if the tongues of Hell are scorching my skin, down to the bone. In an ear-splitting wail of unrelenting agony, I flail impetuously & pray fervently for liberation from this searing, hellish torment."

"It is not my corporeal flesh that was burning, although it feels so unimaginably palpable, it is the absolute embodiment that constructs the fabrication of my soul that is being so unabatedly scathed in the most unholy ways of misery."

"Then a fulmination of hot, white light surges above my head, my eyes jolt upwards, there is a golden crown with crimson & ivory stars ornamenting my head."

"The light becomes powerfully unstable, all darkness & remnants the monumental pain that was tearing at my body & spirit has been completely drawn away by the starlight & fire encircling me."

"The violent, roaring, beast-like flame is subdued & silenced back into my spirit vessel, my brown eyes now glowing with heat & vehemence in a lucent, fiery-orange color."

"Holy fire, Holy fire, Holy fire..." my lips shape in silent words. "I am fire, I am light, I am fury & eternity", these words are a scripture in my mind."

"Instantly, I perceive a warm yet regnant presence behind me, I have no need to look back, I see the apparition emerging in crystalline view before me in mirror of my own figure."

"A woman, just like me, yet more grandeur in appearance... a taller, more vivacious, celestial-like visitant."

"I realize & discern that this is not an entity or some sort of angel, it is precisely a manifestation of my higher self, outside of my spiritual vessel."

"She is aloof, but her aura is protective & assiduous."

"She does not speak in audial drawn words, but through the bellows & drumming of my heart and it's tumultuous flames, I hear her beautiful voice crooning in divine crescendos & allegros."

"Her body ablaze, sheathes my own as she guides her sparkling hands from my shoulders to my hips, then taking my hands in hers and raising them to the air once more."

"The flames, fire, & my crown dissipate in gentle embers, all the stars disperse from my hands."

"The clouds become dark & nebulous around me, fading like a candle wick falling into a sleep."

"Only a few strings of that amber lightning surge for a little bit before dissolving into blackness."

"But smoldering light in my heart still burns & remains, pulsating in it's never ending chant, even after the stars depart."