Love Never Dies

Next Day

I wake up tired AF
I feel Santino staring at me
I'm sure to roll over
Baby he whispers and rubs my back
I'm so sorry we can try again it'll be okay
I cry ... I know I didn't really want it but it's still a hurtful thing

My head is spinning and I wanna be left alone.

Gianna you can't ignore me forever.
He rubs me down and then tells me to shower
I'm in total shock I can't even speak right now

How is SJ I murmur
Fine babe you know my moms got him so no worries

Okay I just need to get home. I need to be in my own space please ..
That's what you want Gianna?
Clearly if I asking Santino

Aight cool we'll leave Sunday !

No Tino I wanna leave now!!

Baby my moms still here we have plans

Idgaf Tino ... get me a phone and a ticket back home I need to go Home

Aight I'll give you your space ...

I get out of the shower and get dressed
It's a knock on the door
Yesss I screech

Hi Gianna baby
His mom comes in! She's so pretty
She's brown skin and tatted. She always so neat. And her hair stays done. She has on shorts and a screen tee with SJ On it

Santino told me .. everything
She walks over and hugs me
Gianna ... he loves you ... I know my son can have a nasty asss attitude he just wants everything to be so perfect for you ! He's afraid of losing you tooo

No disrespect Ma Syn
I get that but he's put his hands on me I've never experienced that
I'm shocked I'm hurt 😞
I don't want this to become a pattern and I don't want SJ around it.
I losted my child behind him last night
I start to cry and she does do

What am i suppose to do?

She says nothing .. she walks out

I can here her Hollering at Tino
She didn't even know that much

I hope he didn't think I'd keep it a secret ..

I go out to the back yard
It's peaceful..
here comes his dad ..
Gianna
Yes sir
baby are you okay ?

My son is fucking nuts man I'm lost for words ... he lights his blunt, then ask me do i want a hit
I don't turn it down ...

I'm high Af . I lie on the hammock

Thinking to myself

I love SJ so much he's my world
I can't believe Santino is acting like this
I mean is this really him or is he going through something

I look over and his dad still smoking in the chair matter of fact his ass looks abusive
Hmph I say

I hear his mom come out she has SJ I immediately get up and go over

Sj baby it feels like forever . He laughs and giggles I grab him and we lay on the hammock together

I feel so good with my baby in my arms.

How you doing Gia ? Says Ma Syn I'm okay you know ... I just idk I just want peace ..
I understand that baby.

Here comes Santino
This nigga just doesn't understand space !
Gianna can we talk baby ..
his mom rolls her eyes
I hope she doesn't fucking talk to you your ass is out of line

Ma?!

Fr Santino you're embarrassing she shakes her head and walks off. He pulls a chair up to the hammock

Let me hold SJ
No I say ....
Fr let me get him look at me
I continue to look away

Gianna give me my mother fucking son.. he grabs the hammock sternly..

Wtf why you on so much bullshit I say as he pulls SJ out of my arms.

Listen I fucked up Gianna give me a chance to make it right you shooting me down and it's making me angry .. you got my mom in our business

Santino you've put your hands on me way to much in the last few hours.
We lost our child

I know I know let's please get pass this I know I fucked up ... that liq and seeing that nigga still got access to you don't sit right with me!
I don't want you running back to Cameron and I know that's what you do when shit don't work out and that's def not an option anymore. So ..

Tino you can't tell me that
I know I'm high bc idk what I'm saying

What the fuxk u mean !?
You want that nigga still ! ?

Nooo that's not what I'm saying I'm saying do right or I'll leave your ass . I mean it Santino

Okay baby just give me one more chance okay .. I won't fuck up id lose my mind without you.

Come on get up let's go inside
I do as I'm told he gives SJ to his mom

We go to the room. He starts to kiss on me and undress me

I can't Tino
Shit baby

Well at least give me top then

That's all you want

Baby it's not but I need some loving

Love on me he says he lifts my shirt to play with my titties

Let daddy have some milk
He sucks on my titties
I'm wet

Wtf I say to myself I feel dumb but I do love him
He sits down and I begin to suck his balls then his dick
He's playing with my titties the entire time
I feel him buss in my mouth and I'm quick to swallow and keep sucking.
Yeaaa baby you my bitch he whispers.
I get up to go brush my teeth
I'm mad at my damn self