"What did you want to tell me?" JongHyun asked, staring in confusion at Hanna. She'd been up the majority of the night, thinking of how she would break the news to her boyfriend while he slept in bed.
"Sit down..." Hanna murmured.
JongHyun's puzzled face met her but he didn't sit down like she'd asked him to. He moved by her, heading towards the bathroom so he could relieve himself.
"What's the big deal?" he murmured, ruffling his hair.
Hanna gaped at him, not sure whether to be angry at him for defying her in a time when she needed him.
With a grumble of brewing annoyance, Hanna got up from the chair she had set up in the room and followed after JongHyun. She threw the door open, interfering on him doing his business.
"Yah! Are you crazy?!" he shouted, trying to swing away to cover himself. It wasn't of much use considering she had seen JongHyun naked several times and he was a bit preoccupied with his urine which he knew Hanna would bitch at him for if he got it anywhere other than in the toilet.
"I have something important to tell you!" Hanna shouted, her mind telling her that he hadn't heard her before because she hadn't been speaking loud enough and not because he'd just been his normal, stubborn self.
"Well, couldn't it have waited till after I pissed? God! You're such a bitch these days!" JongHyun yelled back.
It might have been the hormones, or simply the fact that Hanna had nerves inside of her that were stronger than any she'd felt before. Either way, for whatever reason, her eyes filled with tears. She scrunched up her nose to try and stop them from falling in front of JongHyun.
"Y-you're the bitch!" she insulted uselessly, storming out of the bathroom before her boyfriend could see her fall apart.
Now any confidence she had built up to tell him the news fell away. It was replaced instead by a deep, dreadful feeling.
JongHyun tried to finish as fast as possible, able to detect the tremor in Hanna 's voice that always gave away her real emotion. He shook himself up, pulled up his pants and grabbed hand sanitizer so he could wash off his hands on the way.
" Hanna, babe, wait," he called. Hands cleaned he tossed away the bottle and stalked Hanna out of the room. "Baby," he murmured, blocking her way. "What's wrong?"
Tears already leaking, Hanna pushed JongHyun away. She wasn't going to put up with his crap that morning, not after she had meant to tell him something serious. Absentmindedly, she placed a hand on her stomach and clenched her other hand.
"Don't talk to me!" she yelled, running to the kitchen. "I-I don't want to talk to you any more! Y-you need to move out!" Words spilled out of her mouth without meaning. Her frustration pushed her to say things that she would regret and yet she didn't care.
" Hanna..." JongHyun said softly, knowing it was her anger speaking and not her.
"G-go away! I hate you!"
She was facing the counter, looking for something to keep her hands occupied. She settled upon an apple which she chopped vigorously, cutting it away from the core and even cutting the core in half when she was done fine dicing the apple.
JongHyun watched her emotion build. As he did he walked up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Hanna," he whispered, lips against his ear. "What is it that you wanted to talk about?"
She sighed, using the back of her hand to wipe at her wet cheek. She placed the knife she held delicately on the counter, letting her trembling hands find JongHyun's and squeeze them. Usually it would have bothered her that they were sticky with apple juice but she was too nervous to pay mind to that.
