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Niall's POV

She's been gone for a week, i haven't opened the curtains, i haven't left the house. My life is empty. Thinking back on it now, I was a terrible boyfriend. The promise i made to here farther when she came to live with me, i've broke, i promised to protect her, I promised to love her and I was the one hurting her. I feel terrible. 

I love Nicola, I love her so much its hard to explain, but lately something's different with me. I'm so stressed out and she was just there. The 'incident' in the bedroom has stuck with me, i don't blame her for leaving but I haven't heard anything from her since. My fear of being alone is killing me and I have no way of tracking her down or getting her back, i want so bad to get her back. To hold her, hear her voice telling me everythings going to be alright. I miss her. 

*KNOCK*KNOCK*KNOK*

"Niall, answer the door mate?" Harry's voice isn't what i wanted to here at the moment, but i know he won't go away. 

I stand slowly and open the door. "Hey." 

"What is wrong with you man?" Harry asked, concerned. I stayed quiet. "I've been talking to Nicola" 

"REALLY, Do you know where she is?" I asked eagerly, following him into the kitchen. 

He started to make cups of tea. "HARRY! I need her back, I need to know where she is!" 

"I don't know where she is" He carried out his actions without a care, he didn't turn around to look me in the eye. "All i know is you hurt her, and you need help" 

"I DON'T NEED HELP! I NEED HER" I couldn't help but shout at him, he wasn't understanding my frustration. 

Harry's attention quickly turned to me, he looked me in the eye "Don't raise your voice at me Niall, the last thing you and Nicola need, is to be together."  A silence hit us both for a matter of seconds that seemed like forever. "Sit down Niall" 

I took a seat at my kitchen table opposite my curly haired friend. "I need a break Haz!" 

"From Nicola?" He questioned. 

"From the band" I corrected, Harry's facial expression was more understanding than I expected. "Thats whats doing this to me! Making me insane" 

"Niall, your not insane, your stressed maybe even depressed, but your far from depressed" Its strange how Harry's voice is so reasuring at times like this. 

"We're gonna work it out Niall, don't worry" 

I haven't seen Harry in a while so we had a catch up, then went to bed. The apartment isn't small, so Harry stayed in one of the spair rooms. 

*************Next Day****************

--BUUZZZZZ-- 

I was awoken by the buzzing of my doorbell. I steped out of my bed and walked down the hall ruffling my hair. 

--BUUZZZZZ--

"Hello" I opened the door, while scrunching up my eyes.

"Hiya" I was greeted by the girly squeak and huge smile of Nicola's best friend, Sophie. She's lovely. "I've heard about what happened between you guys, Nicki's really upset Niall" 

I opened the door wider, letting Sophie in. 

"I've got a lot of explaining to do?" I asked her as she sat on the sofa. 

"First...why the bloody hell haven't you cleaned this place up?" She laughed. 

"Why are you being so nice, I hurt your best friend and your making jokes?"