Let's Tussle

Let's Tussle - Chapter 3

"Ya know what?" he said with clear annoyance "I thought you were actually starting to get it!"

"Get what?" I said honestly not knowing what he meant.

"Jeez, you really are that stupid! I thought you understood that you aren't like the rest of the pack. The Fire Moon Pack is known for our good looks, like most werewolfs, and our capability to track when in wolf form. You," he exagerated greatly, " are not good looking or a good tracker. You are the farthest thing from both of them! You were already a disgrace to this pack, now you had to go and pull this stunt!" he said raising his voice as he got closer to being done talking.

" What stunt? I didn't do anything wrong! I told the truth!" I said yelling back at him, needing someone to be on my side for once.

"Are you kidding me? You actually want me to believe that the fat slob that i call my sister, is the future Alpha's mate, and our future Luna? I don't think so!'

I immediatley started crying as I ran to the stairs. When I got about halfway up I turned around.

"Most girls think they can go talk to their older brothers about anything. That they would believe them over anybody else, and hold them when they cry. If any boy would look at them, they would go straighten him out, and make sure they weren't just trying to get into her pants. That's not how it is with you and I, is it? You are one of the main reasons I cry myself to sleep almost every night. You don't tell me everything will be okay, you do the oppisite. You tell me all my weaknesses and how ugly, fat, stupid, and what a worthless piece of shit I am. Don't you think I already know that? Don't you think I feel like an outcast? Well, I do. But that doesn't matter to you, does it?" I paused to see if would say anything. As I expected, he didn't. " That's what I thought." I darted up the stairs as quickly as possible so I wouldn't have to carry on with the convorsation.

When I got in my room I sat on my bed and cried for approximatley ten minutes about the horrible day I had. After I was done with my crying session I cleaned myself up and got on my laptop. Like always, the first thing I did was open my email to see if Josh had emailed me back from this morning. Josh Trenting was my best friend. First he was my pen pal though. We would talk about anything and everything for a few hours a night. We have been pen pals for about two years now. One out of many things we both have in common was that we could both shift into wolfs.

As fast as I could I typed a message, put in his email adress, and pushed send. When he shot me back a message in about five minutes I was relieved. He would never understand how important he was to me. Josh had always been there for me when I needed him, and I'd always be there for him.

When I opened up the email it said, " I'm sooooooo sorry! How could your pack/mate treat you like that?"

"I'm not sure! I have never done anything to them.... Maybe it's just because I'm ugly and fat. The stuff they say is probably right...."

"No! They are not right! You are the fursthest thing from what those monsters say about you. You are so beautiful. My offer still stands about you leavig your pack and coming to mine. We even have a room ready and the pack wants you to stay with us! We need a girl!"

I thought about the positives and the negatives for a while. On one hand I wouldn't be a bother to my brother, Devan, or anybody else in the pack. If I went over to Josh's pack they wouldn't be able to call me names and make fun of me. Plus Josh said his pack was fine with me moving in! They even had a room ready. They also only had six wolves in their pack, so I would be helping boosting their numbers, right?

On the other hand I didn't want to intrude. Did they really make a room, or was he just saying that to make me feel good? How would I get away from this place without being noticed? What would they do if they caught me trying to leave?

After I weighed my thoughts I decided I was going to go to Josh's pack.

As quickly as I could manage I checked timesfor trains leaving Washington and going to Montana. Apparently today was my lucky day, there was a train leaving in an hour and fourty - five minutes. If you paid online for you ticket it was a little cheaper, so I took the offer and paid the fee of eighty dollars, I needed to hustle amd email Josh back, get packed, get to the train station, and find the right train.

"I will take you up on that offer!" I repliedback, " I will be at the pack house at about eight tomorrow morning." I didn't wait for a response back, turned off my computer and started packing. I packed ten shirts,  ten pants and shorts, one sundress (even though I hate dresses), panties, socks, bras, shoes, all my money from working which is about six hudred and fifty dollars, my laptop and my Iphone.

I ran Down the stairs quietly after throwing my stuff out the window, onto the grass next to the car. Right by the door there was a little table the had Jordan's car keys on it, which I grabbed. I swiftly made my way out to the car and hopped in because I could hear Jordan walking towards the stairs, and soon he would know I wasn't there.

I don't know how many times I dropped the car keys trying to start the car. FInally! They finally went in! Just as soon as I was pulling out of the driveway I saw the lights to my room turn on. I waited a few seconds to see if they would turn off, but instead I saw Jordan looking through the window at me. At first he looked confused, then shocked. Did he understand what I was doing?

"Probably not, the people her are all idiots." my wolf said to me.

"Why don't you try telling them that?"

"Please! Would it really make a difference?"

"Probably not...."

"See, I have my reasons."

"PSHH! Whatever."

When I got done talking to my wolf I saw Jordan come running out of the house so I screeched out of the driveway, onto the long road.

I started calculating how much time I and realised it took about thirty minutes to get to the train station, so I was good on time.

About five minutes into the car ride I built up enough courage to take down the mental wall I had built so I didn't have to hear the packs thoughts and the didn't hear mine. Every wolf can do it, I just do it quite about more often than others. I mentally counted down from three to one and took down the wall. Nothing. I heard nothing, except pure silence. I was free.

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