I don't know me anymore!!!
Who tf am I?
What am I?
Am I meant to feel some kind of way?
Should I be happy or sad?
Am I meant to smile or cry?
Yes I am breathing but then I know I do not feel alive!
What am I? Really!!! Who tf am I?
Where do I stand?!!
Feeling like a lifeless person!!
I am living my life for someone else!!
Trying to be a good Daughter,A good sister,A good friend...
Trying to please everyone!!
Running away from my truth!!
Do I even know what the truth is anymore?
I do not feel happy!!
But then I am not sad!!
I feel the urge to laugh but also do I feel like crying!!
I am existing not living!!
My heart is Broken....
But then who cares 🤝Red❤️
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