Then right then and there thE lights go off . Then I noticed nash wasn't in the room. "GUYS FUCKTARD IS FOOLING WITH US ! " I shout loud so everyone can hear me over the screaming. Everyone looks at me like a lost puppy
"Nash isn't in the elevator he's fooling with us isn't he?"
"IM PUNCH HIS GUTS OUT" Charlie shouts
"Charlie no ok it's just banter" I say and everyone one looks at me with smirks that looks like there gunna laugh "ok what's so funny about banter?"
"Well we have never heard a fucking slut say it that's all" carter says my mind flashes back to high school
*flashback*
I was pushed up agents the lockers by Justin. My old bully. Or at least I think his name" was
"Hey, slut, expect to get away from your daily beating did you?" That word replayed in my head slut as I hear laughs in the background as my vision goes blurry.
*flashback over*
"Carter what the fuck did you just say to her?" Charlie asked as his voice deepens and his eyes go fire red. Me and Charlie have this thing we're are eyes change color depending on the mood your in. I swear Charlie's about to punch when I step in the way and take the punch for my self. Why I done that I don't know. What carter just said sound so real like how Jason used to say it. I feel a huge impact on my face. And I grab it in pain " no he's right I am what he called me and I am what people think about me." I say still in huge pain from the fact I had a 19 year old just punch me full power. Then the elevator door opens and I see nash laughing out side of it. Leaving everyone shocked . I ran and ran to my room and locked myself in the toilets. There I am. I will not do this. But I did... I grabbed the blade and my rist. One cut ... Two .cuts ....there cuts... Four. It feels good I haven't done it since I left high school. But because of what he said I couldn't help it. I carried on and on until I heard shouting and banging on the door. "OPEN THE DOOR JORDEN!" I hear mahogany shout. I can't take it I let the tears fall from my eyes "are you alone?" I question
"Yeh Hun, just open the door please" she sounds as if she's almost in tears. I opened the door with the blade still in my hand and the blood still coming from my arms. She stands there shocked at what she sees before her "Jord.." She said
"That's not all of it." I rolls down my other sleeve to reveal another full arm of cuts the. I take of my jeans. There are all my scares from before I just feel a hug and some water droplets on my shirt I'm wearing.i only manage to choke out "im sorry.."
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Fanfictionjorden also know as jord or jordy has had a terrible life, its like the worst life, until she meets these boys who have an incredible in packed on her life.
