Bought by Him (21+)

t h i r t y - n i n e

you begin to panic but you try your best to not show it to class, your heart begins to beat quickly as you could feel nervousness around you, and in your stomach area, you try your best to calm down so you take multiple breaths.

but you begin to overthink once again, what will you do now? you can't take it when the University kicks you out, you can't just drop out either! you begin to think deeply about what your next move will be.

should you just abort the baby? this baby seems nothing to you, it was never even planned in the first place, and you're not even physically, emotionally, and mentally ready to even have one, this baby seems nothing to you anyways

your other personality didn't like what you just said in your mind and you even want to slap yourself for thinking that kind of way, you ask yourself

"Are you even really to kill your baby that's inside you?"

you know in your heart that you could never, having a child of your own was one of your dreams but now doesn't seem to be the right time

tears begin to fall on your cheeks but you try to not make it obvious by looking down and wiping your tears with your palm

and you manage to stop crying and just began to look at your hands while you play with your fingers

emotions are badly building up inside you and you do not know if you could still make it

the Guidance Counselor continues her discussion and you try to focus to know more.

GC: the last rule for this school is since the majority of y'all are 18+, we will allow you to date anyone on the campus as long as you concentrate on your studies and not get pregnant, you guys know the rules now.

well, this dating thing is okay for you but what about this little one inside of you? Now you feel something wrong in your stomach

it's not the baby but it's the emotions that build up inside of you.

Jimin is crazy and is a freak. you don't even think that he's ready to be a father, or never in his life would he want to be one, maybe you can abort this baby, you love Taehyung and you don't want him to get disappointed in you for carrying another man's baby, or he could just accept it?

your mind is filled with so much shit right now, and you can't think straight, 

GC: now I have a 1/4 questionnaire with me today, just enough for the whole class to fill it up, it's okay to not write your name so that you guys can be honest with what you're answering here, just tick the box if it ever happened to you, please be honest again, thank you.

she starts distributing the 1/4 papers to each of the class, you do not have energy to answer it right now but you should and it's mandatory, you want to mentally course at yourself but you try not to.

the guidance counselor now went to your row and gave you the paper, you took a purple pen from your pencil case and started to fill out the questions and rate them to 1-5.  you began reading them one by one and you let out a laugh as you read the first one,

such as:

1. I feel bored in class

2. I get nervous whenever it's math time

3. I don't think our teacher is right for our education learning

and more 

these questions are so relatable and true for you, you didn't write your name and just tick them all with a 5 since you do feel that kind of way

after answering these questions, you all individually passed them to our guidance counselor, and she left and your adviser came back inside your classroom