Give me love

Chapter 86

I drive back to the hotel not letting a single word exit my mouth I entered my room and put my phone on the charge cause it was dead then the boys walk in with Bart
Taylor: everything was okay and he'll be back in no time
Me: do you not get it shawn is the love of my life and I just lost him he's gonna meet someone better then me and not care about me anymore
I thrown my hands on the pillow and storm out I'm so upset I just need to think so I just go to the hotel gym
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Shawn comes back tomorrow and we are in Nashville
I've been a mess sense he left I've been sick constant from crying I just miss him so much I love him he's mine and always will be my crazy boyfri- sorry friend for now I miss my mendes and I can't wait to see him but I'm nervous if he met someone better then me
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Me and the guys are going to pick up shawn I don't know what's going on between us but hopefully something we showed up at the air port and entered it we all saw shawn and all the boys ran to him it was spring so I was wearing shirts and a hoodie let me correct myself one of Shawn's hoodies that still smelled like him
Shawn then came up to me
Shawn: hi
Me: hi
Shawn: I can see you've been crying
Me: I haven't stopped
Shawn: I love you
Me: what does this mean you back and everything I mean did you meet someone better then me are we back on or what's going on
Shawn: in my mind we never broke up I missed you like crazy and every night I would cry myself to sleep right after I texted you goodnight
I then wrapped my arms around him and hugged him
Me: I was terrible I would cry everyday and couldn't stop crying everyday I was getting sick from it
Shawn: trust me that's not even half as bad as me austin had to cheer me up
He then kissed me
Me: I missed you
Shawn: I missed you more
Them me and all the boys and shawn walked out and went back to the hotel and shawn came with me
Shawn: I got you something
Me: what
He pulled out a necklace out his bag
Me: OMG it's beautiful
Shawn: I knew you would like it baby girl
Me: baby girl! I missed hearing that
Shawn: the boys went to diner wanna fool around a bit
Me: oh so it been 2 hours and you already want to get me out my pants
Shawn: it's been 8 months we've been together
Me: okay fine Mr Mendes
Then shawn came over to me and started kissing me with his hands on my hips
Shawn: I don't wanna do this I just wanna cuddle I really missed you