Taking It Back

Why? (Chapter 1)

I'm going to try to update on this story as much as I can! enjoy.
Calum's POV (through out all of the story)

"It sucks when you feel alone." I say to my wall frowning.

I hear kids playing outside remembering when I was happy, and felt important.

Now I'm just a piece of shit excuse of a teenager waiting for the day I finally die. I fail at everything, even attempts to end my life.

Then they'll miss me. Feel sorry; Or don't care.

I'm pretty sure its going to end up with people faking they care, which they won't even care enough to fake.

Everyone at school hates me.

Though, I don't really blame them at all.

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Its 6:45 when I usually wake up to get ready to get dressed and walk to school. Alone.

I put on my skinny jeans, put on a Nirvana band tee, and slide on my Vans and a beanie.

I get my backpack and I'm out the door.

I smell the fresh scent of the fall leaves and inhale in.

Then I put on my headphones and listen to Green Day, and since its September, I decide to get in the spirit and listen to Wake Me Up When September Ends.

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I arrive at hell at nearly 7:15 and decide to eat some breakfast, until I saw what they were serving, breakfast burritos..

Besides the popular kids where in the cafeteria.

They'd tell me to cut deeper until I bled out like last year and tell me how weak and pathetic I was and most likely threaten me.

I'll take a huge pass on that for now.

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The bell rings and I'm on my way to my 1st Period class, Chemistry.

I sit down in a seat and hope we don't have to have partners.

Everyone sits down and the tardy bell rings.

Ms. Aaron takes attendance

"Hillary?" she says as bitchy as possible.

"Here!" Hillary basically shouts for the last 20 times.

"C-aa-l-i-i-" Ms. Aaron struggles to say.

"Umh, its Calum, Ma'am."

"I KNOW QUIET!" she hollers.

"Bitch.." I mumble under my breathe flipping her off in my sleeve.

Ms. Aaron assigned us with partners.

"Darrick I'm going to pair you up with Calum" her high pitched voice exploded into everyone's ears, leading them to make a face.

"Oh, so in other words, cutter boy!!?" Darrick says in amusement, making everyone else laugh.

I look down frowning and sighing.

"Yes Darrick, sit down!" she demands

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Next class was History.

I stopped at my locker, to get books and wash my fresh cuts out. I ended up being three minutes late to class

"Where have you been!?" Mr. Bynson yells as if I was a peasant. "Well are going to say or just sit there looking like a retard?"

"I-I-I was, um. washing my ar-"

Mr. Bynson  pulls up my sleeve revealing my cuts and continues speaking. "You see that kids? That's one of the ways to be a reject."

"Yeah he should cut even deeper than that!" Johnny yelled.

"He should until he bleeds his problems away." One girl yelled.

They keep throwing insults towards me, and everyone's laughing their heads off.

"STOP!" I yell and run away sobbing, then running out of the school. I lay against the school, smoking a cigarette and crying so hard I fall over on the ground not stopping. I run back to my house and sleep it off.