𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐧. ren.min

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In those fall days playing and singing to Renjun and he to me spent feeling my heart shooting at every look of ours that always happened in some song, sad or joyful, it was despairing his presence in the room and I came to feel pain that I think I am beginning to have heart problems because of him. I was in love and that was a fact, I wondered if he liked me too or if it was normal I feel so soft with anything he does, the boy with black hair is really those boys of movie totally sarcastic, well humorous, but is still quiet somehow, has that smile that even I started to get jealous about it too, but still wanted to see him on Huang's face always.

-Hey bad boy, how about going out with me today and staying awake until I see the sunrise and the sunset? It'll be cool, I've never seen the sunrise!
-Are you calling me out, violinist? And I'm surprised that I haven't been like a donkey looking at me as if it was something so big, but I accept yes. - He had a smile on his face looking me from top to bottom, analyzing me and did the same.
-Fuck you, ghost of music! - I told him looking at him in a provocative and sarcastic tone that not even I knew I would have that level of courage to talk to him like that. It was funny our "evolution", who looks who thinks it was easy to make this boy speak more than 5 words and I found out that he only talked to me that day to get to use the piano since the other rooms were locked and from there he took the opportunity to tease me too, but okay! I don't care much for this, because now after a few more weeks we were much better than the first day we exchanged words, I say to the second too.

We were playing a few more songs from a playlist that we made ourselves to be playing and singing in my spare time, not to mention that I made a brief attempt to teach him in the dance even if he doesn't know even the minimum of movements was perfect for just touching him and being able to feel happier than the days I already thought were the best of my life. I left the room first and left the boy there waiting for me, said he was going to do something before running a little desperate because it was not every day that the ignorant boy accepted a request like that and I came back 15 minutes later much happier, With a better T-shirt that he had taken in his backpack and a more comfortable sweatshirt, he was tidy and with a bag of his favorite sweets along with some jujubes and bear bullets that I love, water and some coats so as not to die of cold with a small purpose in which we would go to the coast.
Among the people I looked on the face of the bad boy who conquered my heart and gave a little smile, with a little thought that conquered him too, but this is for another day of autumn because today I could live with him the calmest day I've ever had with another person and this serves him too, neither he nor I would know that at the end of the day would happen to kiss watching the sunset and we kiss at the end of the sunrise. We played with the cats that appeared near us in the square in front of the sea, we ate the sweets and still asked for food for us, we talked and I could understand their sorrows developed on that piano in the corner of that music room and this will also stay for a distant fall, bad things need to stay in the past!
And I, at Jaemin, became the safe haven of the egocentric boy after that end of autumn in the same way that the ghost of music became the most important person in my life, I gave colors to his heart and he to mine, maybe it's not always a sad ending and even if time separates us one day I will know when and where to find him, as he himself said our station will always join us.