Whats wrong with me i feel something different...(RadioDust)

My feelings..

When I was at the hotel I heard sob's coming from Alastor's. room I knocked on the door asking if he was alright.Angel dust opens the door a little.Alastor whats wrong?He said while opening the door to come in.Nothing he said with pain in his eyes.Angel sits next to Alastor on the bed and ask one more time.You know you can tell me I wont tell anyone . Alastor hugs angel dust and but his face on his chest.Angel was surprised by this action by that action but he hugs back.And asked "Wanna talk about it?".Alastor nods. Alastor  told angel dust that he had feelings for charlie but knowing that she was in a relationship with Vaggie and did not wanna interfere with there relationship.Angel looks at alastor for a little holding back his tears.and think's "Ouch that hurt.." He sighs and says i know how it feels for someone not to love you back when you have big feelings for them..."Really who?" Angel chuckles not important" And tells alastor to get some rest.As I walked out of alastor rooms tears ran down my face while going to my room.I sat down on my bed hugging a heart pillow from my bed.I cried into the pillow.Fat nuggets went beside angel and cuddled . while falling asleep with tears and fat nuggets in his arms .