Chapter 11

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Something to believe in by Meghan Trainor ======>>

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To say that i felt miserable was an understatement. I kept having these mood swings. Rose said it's part of the pregnancy, but still i just keep feeling like something is missing. Aziz said that the baby is incomplete without its father by your side. I think that, that really doesn't make sense to me. But hey at the moment nothing did make sense. All i wanna do now is eat, sleep and sit around all day. I feel so miserable. When Rose is at work, I'm alone with Aziz since he is on break from football season. We make a lot of jokes but when he has to pick up the kids i feel so alone. If you're wondering, does James call ? Yes, yes he does, but it only last like five minutes since he's always so busy with work. I sometime just wanna throw my phone at him. Can't he see that i need him right now ? I guess not. That stupid, arrogant, piece of poop only calls 1 time a day that only last for only fricking five minutes. Sometimes i think that he's ignoring me. 

"I'm home !!" I heard Rose yell. "I'm in the kitchen !" I was always in the kitchen. Why ? I was always hungry, that's why. "You're always in the kitchen Lia." Rose said chuckling. "Where's Aziz ?" She asked after. "He went with the kids to the park." She nodded her head. "Well, i'm going to have a warm bath and shower and relax." Now it was my turn to nod. The last days i wasn't really talkative. I just wanted to lash at everybody. It didn't look like i was pregnant at all since i wasn't showing yet. It kinda looked like i had my period. 

I went to the living-room to go watch some TV when i found the movie: A walk to remember, i settled on watching that. After a few moments of enjoying the movie, my phone started ringing. Ugh why when i'm so comfortable ? Without looking at the caller-id i picked up. "What !! Listen person, you better have a good explanation for ruining my comfortableness or i swear i will have your head on a stick." Then i heard chuckling. "Really now ? You would kill your husband ?" Well he is the reason i'm like this so yes i will. "Yes, yes i will. You're the reason i'm like this in the first place." I knew i was raising my voice when i heard a wince from him. Well sucks to be you James. "Look i'm really sorry baby, but i have to go. I have this meet-" before he could finish the sentence he has been saying for three days i cut him off. "Okay Bye !!!" And then i hung up on him. Yes i can be very cruel sometimes, but hey don't blame me. Blame my hormones. 

"Hey what's going down here ? I heard yelling." Rose came to sit next to me. "Oh nothing just me screaming at James. Nothing important." I shrugged like it was no big deal when it was. My phone ringed again. This time i looked at the caller-id and saw it was James. I gave it to Rose "Tell him, I'm not here." I whispered. "Oh so you were her a minute ago,but now you're not ?" She asked me raising one eyebrow. "Fine, just tell him i'm in the bathroom." She picked up. 

"Hello ?" ........."Oh she's in the bathroom right now." ........"Oh no, i think she's fine. It's just pregnancy issues you know ?" ...... "Okay I'll tell  her. Bye" She hung up and gave me back my phone. "He said you should call him back as soon as your done vomiting." Ha if he thinks i'm gonna call him when i'm mad at him? He is clearly mistaken. And i will call him back as soon as i am done vomiting which is probably later than now. Call me evil, but i want him to feel how i feel at the moment. Hurt. 

I was so sad right now. After watching A Walk To Remember we watched, meaning Rose and I watched Hachi : A Dog's Tale. It was so beautiful. Seeing this movie made me think of Jesse. "Rose.... Where ..is.. Jesse ?" I said between sniffles. Her eyes grew wide. "Oh my god.... Call James right now! He was taking Luna to some shelter all though i thought she could stay with me,but he thought that Luna would bite me since she was yours and his and also that she was a husky. Call him now and ask him where your dog is !" Luna ? I have a dog named Luna ? That's so cool. But what happened with Jesse ? "Rose, but where is Jesse ?" I asked her stopping her from rambling about how Luna could have stayed with her. "Um..... Jesse died a year ago, you were devastated and James couldn't see you like that, it hurt him so he got you Luna. He knew you alway's wanted to have a husky, so that's when he had to go to Alaska for business he also came back with Luna." She finished. 

I then chose to call James, he went through all that trouble for me. Well not really trouble,but yeah i guess he really loves me. I pressed call when i saw his name. When a woman picked up i was mad now. Why is a woman picking up his phone ?! It's his phone, it should stay with him at all times. I don't care if he's in a meeting, he should have it !! 

"Hello ? Who am i speaking to ?"  The voice of the woman said. Okay play it cool Lia, inhale, exhale. Okay let's deal with business now. "Yes. Hello ? I'm looking for Mr. Maxwell. Is this his personal phone ?" I asked in the most nicest way i could come up with. "Yes, this is. But I'm sorry can he call you back, he is in an important meeting right now." Okay i don't care anymore. "Um yes, just tell him, his wife want's Luna and let them send her to Rose. Tell him that as soon as he gets out of the meeting doors. Got that ?" I asked her. "Yes ma'am. Will that be all ?" I could see her writing this all down. I guess she was just his secretary and he left his phone with her. "Yes, thank you for your kind service. Have a good day !" I said nicely after hanging up. I guess there's really no reason to lash out at the poor woman. Stupid hormones!!

Rose had left to go for a run and also to go look for her husband and kids. She said she wanted to spend some time with them. I felt tired so i went upstairs to the guest room Rose put me in and lied down. I looked around the room. It was painted a sort of white grey color. The bed had navy blue covers and so did the rest of the bed. I put my phone on the little nightstand beside the bed and just looked at the ceiling until i fell into a deep slumber. I heard my phone ringing. I got up thinking it was Rose, but to my surprise it wasn't. My stupid, arrogant, lovable, hot, handsome guy of a husband is calling me. What does he want ?

"What !?" I know i'm harsh right now, but i'm tired and i want to sleep so badly. "Okay ? Are you mad at me or something ? You keep getting mad at me. Whatever i did, i apologize. I'm sorry, baby." Great now he's apologizing. I just hate him sometimes, but at the same time i want him with me here. Why can't he be here ? "Um..... babe ? Are you zoning out on me again?" He knows me so well. "Yeah .... sorry" I said chuckling. "Don't worry about it baby, i'm used to it. So you asked for Luna ?" Ah so he got my message. The secretary does her work real good. "Yeah. I know i don't remember anything, but i at least wanna meet my new dog." i heard him chuckling. He's voice and laugh just send me overboard. "We'll get her together....... tomorrow." He's coming today ? or tomorrow? I'm zoning out again. Shit he's talking. Listen to your husband, stupid ! "-so after that we can just go get Luna. Yeah?" Frick ! I didn't hear anything he said. "Okay. I heard you, but just to be sure that i heard you right, Can you repeat it ?" Hoping he would repeat what he said. He was laughing now. I guess he found out i was zoning on him again. "Lia, Lia" I could here the tsssk in his voice and imagining him shaking his head. Ugh i'm an awful wife. "Babe, i said that i'm packing my bags at the moment so i can leave as soon as possible to have you in my arms. Save and sound. And when i'm there we're going to our new home i bought while i was here. I knew you wanted to buy it together, but to see that you have no idea what i'm talking about most of the time. I decided i'd do it myself. Don't worry i got it all figured out and i know what you love so i think i did a pretty good job. After you've seen the house we'll go pick up Luna and visit mom. How's that sound ?" Mom ? I don't have a  mom, much less a dad. Eye stupid ! I think he means his mom. Great i'm talking to myself again in my head. I  need help. "Sorry..... i zoned out." I said in the most innocent voice ever did by me. "It's okay. So you wanna go see mom ?" Hmm it wouldn't hurt to see his mom right? "Yeah sure, but i don't know her." he chuckled. "I know baby and i told her that you kinda lost your memory. She understands so that's why she wants to see you as soon as possible." Is everyone in his family so nice ? I wonder. "Okay baby' i'm sorry but i have to go. My flight  leaves in an hour so i'll see you tomorrow. Okay ?" I nodded my head with a smile. Stupid he can't see you ! "Yeah, okay." he chuckled again. "You nodded your head first didn't you? I love you so much baby. I'll see you soon bye." he then hung up. I guess i can sleep peacefully tonight knowing that he would be by my side the next day. 

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Hey guy's. How are you ? I just wanna say thanks for voting. I appreciate it. What do you think about Lia in the comments below. And also of James. I hope you liked this chapter. Vote, comment, follow. I love you guy's ! Have a nice day, Ciao !!!

_Alexa

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