Family means everything

Perrie

Hey jadey im going to check on Jesy she's really quite I told her as reggie was sitting on jade and the others where doing their own thing as I walked up to our room I heard a scream an ear piercing scream jes babe are you alright I asked trying to work out where the scream came from jeeed I shouted did you hear that she came running upstairs babe where are you the I shouted the shower was running jes babe are you ok hun I asked jade looked worried babe call an ambulance somethings not right I whispered she nodded I picked the lock and there she was laying there in her own blood JADE CALL AN AMBULANCE NOW I shouted Jesy babe it's ok I love you so much Luke loves you I took my hoodie off and wrapped it round her wrists baby it's ok we are going to make you better I kissed her and hold her tears streaming down my face caressing her body I can't lose you baby.......................

I called my mam to look after Luke and me jade Leigh Anne and Janice went to the hospital Perrie jesys mam ran and hugged me crying I couldn't eat couldn't sleep it was a very long day but I never left her side mixers were concerned sending messages comments tags you name it I took down her TikTok for the time being and stopped people from tagging her in stuff because she hides a lot from me and people calling her lazy always comparing me and her scrolling through her Instagram and how she hides so much from me about dealing with it all on her own I was pacing up and down pez sit down love Janice said sweetly no thanks leigh and jade gave worried glances

My phone went of it was Ellie

Ellie: mammy

Oh my god it was my baby boy I haven't seen him in a long time

Pez: hey baby boy
Ellie: mammy wheres mummy
Pez: mummy's in hospital getting better alright sweetie
Ellie: yes mammy I love mummy I want to see her ples
Pez: you can't yet baby I love you to beautiful
Ellie: ok mammy.
He ran and jumped off
Pez: hey ells it's hard they've not told me anything yet I could lose her I don't know what I would do with out her lose her

An hour later
Jessica Louise Nelson the doctor asked yes  would you like to come through hey baby i whispered I'm..... sorry she stuttered it's ok baby I'm glad your a live I don't know what I would do without you  he's he ok she asked kissing me Luke's fine babe he doesn't know anything I won't try it again I'm sorry you don't need to be sorry baby I have you I said kissing her more