They only care once you dead

Chapter 1

I am walking home I'm alone,scared angry as I'm waking i look to my right to see a roof top A place that hold disturbing memories of a bit I once knew i look away to see that my home is in the distance like a marrage taunting me like it an actual home i continue to walk as I do I look up at the sky and see a flawk of crows flying though the sky free. I see one crow that is being left behind by the others like I was left to defend and pled for myself I then see a segal fly close by it looks starving like everyone ealse in this place hungry for drama a fight a argument something that will make fill thier stomach something that they can stuff down their throats and swollo whole I can't bare to look at that crow anymore so I look away and see that I'm at my door the door is so old and Woden that I'm afraid to even poke it incase it snaps. I walk in and turn to my right to see my father in his old chair drinking some black coffee that you swear that it looks like the pitch black sky at night he is reading his newspaper from last year because he can't be bothered to buy a new one I walk on and see my mother in the kitchen listening to out favourite song "I don't want to set the world on fire" I live that song it brings be beck to my childhood we're everything was easier I look unto the pot and see she is make a chicken stir fry his favourite meal she never makes the meals I like anymore only things he enjoyed to eat. She doesn't even a spair me a glance that shown how much she loves me right I continue to walk upstairs inti my room where I have all my old anime pictures and wolf pictures and figures still sitting in the same place it all reminds me of a simpler time as I walk to my bed I open my drawer to get my anti depressants bottle I take one and swollow it dry I wait a minute but I don't feel a change so I take one more and one more my heart starts to race as if it is in a car race it beats to fast I can't even count it anymore I start to feel tired like I want i sleep for a long time Am I going to die o can't tell if this is the end or not I feel at peace like I'm going away from all the pain and suffering in this place I close my eyes as I remember what he said to me before he jumped "they only care once your dead"