Day Nineteen: The Note

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        To the people I left behind,

        I'm sorry, I'm not very sure why or if I should even be sorry. In reality the reason I'm dead is most of the people I'm leaving on the Earth I should be so happy to live in. Thought this I will dedicate sections to different groups and people that I'm leaving. Keep up, I don't have anymore time to wait.

To my bullies,

        FUCK YOU GUYS!

To my parents,

        You're not bad but your not amazing as the parents I have in my head, but just know that this does not weaken my love for both of you. I hope, when we meet again, that you share the same views of me. Please don't rush that date though.Just know I love and please love me but not as much to morn me the rest of your lives.

To my friends,

        Haha I'm a loner.

To Jace,

        I was going to put a nickname, or a name that reminded me of you or justa steryotype to put down but you can not be labeled. Witch you would love to know since you are a punk rockers alternative whatever that would rather be known as tough and unlabeled then to be something that I needed for me. That is kinda of a lie, because you are there for a few days, just enough for me to feel the feeling of trust just sneaking up on me, and then you kick it from under. This makes you so unreadable I can't stand it!

        Know you think your the reason I did this and your fighting with yourself whether to be proud or upset.Did I get my guess right?

        Well let me answer your question you should be nether, you should look at this and throw it away becuase I was never good enough for you. I don't think anyone would ever be good enough in your mind.

I started this saying Im sorry and when I started I truley was but know I'm just ready to leave this shell and leave these people and leave behind this letter.

Goodbye

-ivey

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