𝐈𝐭 𝐈𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐈𝐧 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 | 𝑺. 𝑮𝒂𝒂𝒓𝒂 ✔️

Alive?

"It's about damn time I leave isn't it eh? Nii-san you better become hokage alright? heh I love you..." I said, as black clouded my vision almost completely.

"Nee-Chan! No!"

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I opened my eyes to a blinding white light and stupidly asked

"eh? Am I dead yet? this is pretty boring for death ya know..." I chuckled slightly but stopped when I started to cough.

"Nee-Chan!" I heard my brother yell from outside my door as I heard several footsteps heading towards my door.

"nope not dead yet" I thought as my brother came in and gave me a bone crushing hug followed by several tears falling on me. I slightly panicked as I hated seeing my brother cry.

"I-i'm so happy your alive! Y-you have no idea how it felt when you were in my arms and started to act like you were going to die! Don't ever do that Nee-chan!"

"S-sorry Nii-san" I said as my eyes softened. "h-how are the others?" I asked not even noticing that they had already been there the whole time.

"Worry about yourself right now, you got stabbed in the stomach pretty badly Naruko" The silver haired man said Before asking the others to leave. "Would you all mind leaving? I have to have a serious chat with Naruko. Alone."

"W-what? But she just woke up." nii-san said as I tried to place my hand on his shoulder but failed.

Gee,I cant believe how weak I am right now. "Nii-san it's fine. Please just listen to him." I slightly begged which was enough for him and the others to leave,but not before sakura and sasuke smiled at me, telling me that they were relieved.

Sensei and I sat in silence for at least 30 seconds before he finally spoke "Naruko?" "I'm going to be punished aren't I?" I asked "yeah but thats not what I want to talk about with you right now." I raised an eyebrow at him before he finally asked me. "you planned on dieing didn't you?"

I slightly stiffened at his question but before I could answer him he asked me another. "what do you mean you aren't needed in this world?"

"Exactly how it sounds" I answered "Nii-san is gonna be hokage,you serve the hidden leaf as possibly our strongest ninja,sakura has family and will no doubt get stronger,and sasuke has people that love him. I have no reason to live,I just wanted to protect naruto and I did so my goal was done"

"did you honestly think we didn't care about you either Naruko?" Sensei asked. My eyes widened at his words "You have no idea of how many people care for you Naruko. So many people care about you and you dont even see it. Your brother,Me,Sasuke and Sakura,Iruka,The hokage.... we all care about you,You should have seen naruto and the others faces when they saw you on the verge of death. Naruto was clutching your body and crying,Sakura Was crying,and sasuke looked devastated." he Inhaled and began again "You say you dont have a reason to live? I'll give you one. Live for the ones who love you. without you I highly doubt they would ever feel the same about life. You focused so much on trying to keep your brother happy and safe that you failed to make your own dream. So tell me naruko...What is your dream? He asked

"W-what? my dream....I dont know" He was right, I didn't have my own dream,the hate from everyone around me messed up my head and made me believe I could never achieve anything in life, but when I saw my brother smile I always knew that was all I wanted to see on his face and I promised to make sure he would always smile. But now.. because of me that very smile was completely gone and replace with tears.

"I just wanted to see Nii-san smile all the time. I Didn't think I needed a dream as long as I saw him smile Ya know? It always warmed my heart and I didnt know why. I honestly dont know what my dream is Kakashi-Sensei.....But I feel like If I saw that smile on the face of everyone that I loved, I would never stop being happy ttebane." I replied