Why I am a monster?

Introducing a littlebit

Imagine you're a poor man. All you have is a heart. And of course some feelings. Well, let me tell you my story, how I formed to a monster under 17 years. It all started in 2003, when I was born. I didn't know, how bad is this world. The first disaster of my life was in 2005, when my parents divorced. Slowly I grew up, like the other children. But this was the first kick from life. I only saw my dad at every second weekend. Slowly it became every fourth weekend. I felt so lonely, when I started elemenrary school. I was so envy at my classmates... Most of them had a full family. I remember one arguement, because it hit so hard. The following conversation was told:
- I hate you! You just making fun out of me!- This was my classmate...
- I hate you too. You don't know, how does it feel, when you have nobody by your side. After that, we never spoke to eachother, until 2019,  but don't rush too forward. I was the class clown. Everyone were making fun out of me, because I was chubby, like nowadays. In fourth grade, I had my first fight, where I won. Sadly, my opponent have to wear glasses from there. I could list theese events, but I think, it'll get it's own stories.