forever ; taegyu ✔️

three.

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taehyun shakily slid down the side of the shower wall, eyes blurry. he felt around on the wet floor until his hand grasped onto the razor.

he placed the sharp edge against his thigh, cut after cut, though he couldn't feel any pain. he was numb.

that was when he heard a knock on his door.

"shit," he sighed before jumping out of the shower and throwing on the first clothes he saw.

he opened the door with shaky hands, a faint smile forming on his face when he saw who was on the other side.

"h-hi gyu."

"hi baby," the older placed a soft peck on the red head's cheek. taehyun blushed and moved aside to let beomgyu in.

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the two were sat on the sofa, beomgyu's hand stroking taehyun's thigh over his shorts. the younger let out a small hiss.

"tyun?" the brunette said in a worried tone. he looked down and saw a growing dark stain on taehyun's shorts, the younger mentally cursing himself for not remembering to clean his cuts.

"baby, you're bleeding."

the red head began to shake as he let out a small whimper, beomgyu growing more concerned by the second. the older slowly lifted up the hem of taehyun's shorts, revealing the bleeding wounds.

his gaze softened at the sight of the red head's injuries. the brunette quickly ran to grab a first aid kit, but not before softly embracing the younger, whispering sweet nothing's into his ear.

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"why do you do this to yourself, tyun?" beomgyu looked at taehyun with pleading eyes.

"because i hate myself."

those were the words that shattered beomgyu's heart to pieces.

he took taehyun's hands in his own, lifting the younger's chin with his finger.

"well then, i'll teach you how to love yourself," the brunette whispered as he began placing soft kisses all over the smaller boy.