Chapter 11

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A/N Thanks for your lovely comments guys you made me realise I shouldn't just quite bc of some vile hater so I'm back and ignoring the shit I love you guys 💕

****next day***

Jay slept over last night and NO NOTHING HAPPENED just so we are clear!

I woke up and he had made me breakfast which I thought was so sweet.

I sat and are breakfast while he talked to me then I offered to clean up but he wouldn't let me.

"No I'll do it baby." He said and he kissed my cheek.

"Thank you I love you." I smiled

"I love you too babe." He answered.

I went and brushed my teeth then got dressed then I went into oaka's room to get her up and when she wasn't in there I freaked slightly then jay came behind me.

"She's with Nash babe." He said then I remembered.

"Of corse yes." I said calmly. "Nash normally messages me to ask when I'm picking her up."

"Yeah he's a dick" jay said and frowned.

"Babe what did I tell you about being horrible about Nash." I said moodily.

"I'm sorry babe I just don't like him." He said straight

"I know honey but he's my best friend and my daughters dad so you've gotta live with it." I told him.

"I know i know but answer me one thing." Jay said

"What?"

"If he wasn't Oakas dad you wouldn't see him anymore would you?" He asked

I looked down then walked away and jay followed me.

"You don't still like him do you?" He asked.

"No else why would I be with you eh, your perfect and I wouldn't change you for anything." I kissed his cheek then went to get my shoes.

I put on my vans because there basically the only brand of shoe I own apart from a few converse then I grabbed my keys.

"You wanna come?" I asked jay

"Nah could you maybe take me back home babe it's fine if you can't." Jay said

"Of corse I'll take you on the way." Smiled.

We got in the car and I drove jay back to his house.

"I'll see you soon then baby." Jay said he leaned over and kissed me I kissed back and he played with my hair a little then he pulled away.

"Why did you pull away?" I asked.

"Your turning me on." He laughed slightly.

"Oh okay I'll see you soon then." I said

"Bye baby." He said then left.

I drive to Nash's house then knocked on the door where Elizabeth answered.

"Hey." I said.

"Hello how are you?" She asked

"Good you?" I asked

"Well yeah but Nash isn't." She said.

"Why what's up with him?" I asked I was quite concerned.

"He misses you keely, he's trying to find someone else but he keeps saying there is no other." She explained.

"I know it's hard for him but we broke up and I've moved on like he wanted me to when he had a girlfriend." I said and she half smiled

"Why doesn't he go on a date with a girl?" I suggested.

"He has, he's been on quite a few the past couple of weeks but he just comes back and says their no good and that he wants you." She explained and I sighed.

"I'm sorry but when I wanted him back he said he had moved on and that I needed to as well so I have and now he's not with her he wants me again." I told her.

"Well let's face it he didn't actually like that girl I mean I didn't so no way could he have and he had known her 5 minutes when he's known you years." He explained.

"I know, he kissed me the other day but don't tell him I told you." I said.

"No I won't but why, oh yeah because he loves you." She said.

"I know and I love him too just not in that way anymore and I was hoping if I could talk to him about it." I said.

"Yes you can he's drawing with Oaka and skylynn I think." She told me. "But he's not been himself."

I went in and up to his room where he had Oaka on his lap and skylynn was drawing something while he was laughing slightly at it but I could tell that it wasn't his normal smile

"Hey." I said and sky came and hugged me.

"Hi hi hi." She said and I giggled.

"Hey sky." I said, she stopped hugging me and went back to drawing her picture.

Nash looked up and when he saw it was me his eyes brightened.

"Hey." He said and stood up

"You okay." I asked.

"Yeah fine how about you." He said and hugged me where I hugged him back.

"Good." I said. "How was Oaka?"

"Good like always." He said and I smiled at her.

"Mommmm." She said and I took her from Nash and held her.

"That's good." I said.

"Look Nash we need to talk." I told him and he sat down on his bed.

"Sure." He answered and slightly smiled.

"Alone." I said.

"Mom can you come and get sky!" Nash shouted to his mom and she came up and took Oaka from me

"Come on sky." She said and they all left and she shut the door.

"Sit." Nash said so I went and sat on his bed.

"Look Nash you gotta stop these feelings." I told him.

"I can't I love you." He said.

"And I know but it have a boyfriend who I think is on the verge to proposing to me so all these feelings and emotions you have over me they have to stop NOw." I told him.

"Please don't marry him keely I need you and I know deep down you need me just please promise me." He said sadly.

"I do need you, but as a friend Nash, your my best friend and I love jay so you gotta let me move on, please if I re order the papers please sign them." I explained.

"No." He said blankly.

"Yes Nash you gotta!" I warned.

"Well what if I don't?" He asked.

"Then I'll sign them and then I'm gone forever." I said then I picked up Oakas stuff and left.

"But I love you." He said as I left but I didn't answer.

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