wrong time

2 May 1998

it was like any long distance relationship i forgot what was going to happen next

"y/n i don't think," i could hear the discomfort in his voice and i knew what he was about to sah

my eyes started to swell up "shhhh shh shh, its okay freddie"

"i'll say goodbye to george, and mum and dad and ginny and ron, and bill and charlie too. oh and percy. but i cant worry them"

i dont think he knew he was sending me his thoughts but i was just as scared as he was

"y/n, will you sing to me, please?"

i started singing WAP to make him laugh even though it wasn't the right moment. i started humming but i knew my voice started to crack and i couldnt sing anymore. but i knew i needed to keep going for him.

i started thinking of all the things he did to make me laugh and remembering his innocent ideas to make people laugh, like the fireworks during the OWLs and the joke shop and the candy pranks. i couldnt imagine myself without fred and it was even harder to remember George without Fred.

theres an indescribable pain you feel when you want to hug somebody you can't reach and let them know how much you love them and tell them everything is going to be okay when it may not even be.