Todoroki painted, his chest lifting up and down. A cold sweat falling from his hair, Todoroki looked at the clock laying by his bedside, it was 3 am. He had woken from a night terror again, they were a regular occurrence but only when he didn't have Y/n laying next to him. Her body sleeping peacefully next to him brought him a sense of comfort. He would watch as her breath was steady, her chest moving up and down, her body wrapped around his. He felt slightly happy that he had someone that would care for him even if he hurt them, Todoroki could see the visible abuse he had forced on the young Y/n. Sometimes he would feel a break in his heart seeing her weak body laying or tied up but watching it brought him joy. He thought she was stupid for staying with him, but he loved messing with her.
He loved the power it gave him as he pulled the strings of her heart making her hate yet love him at the same time. Todoroki was possessive of her, never in his life did he feel like he had control over a situation but when she was with him,, when he looked into her innocent eyes, he could step back and see the dominance he has inflicted over her. Besides from the thought of her, Todoroki was once again haunted by his dreams. He could still remember the pain of his childhood. The anger in his father's eyes as he would watch Todoroki mess up, the bruises he had left on him. Todoroki remembers it all, it haunted his mind everyday as Endeavour was still a beloved superhero. Chills went down Todoroki's spine as he remembered his father's large hand around his tiny wrist. He promised himself he would never end up like his father, he would take good care of his wife and kids and not let his anger out on them. But Shouto was so caught up in his head he didn't realize what he was doing to Y/n.
From the moment he saw her walk into UA he knew he wanted her to belong to him, he watched her in class with adoring eyes wanting her to be all of his. A smile grew on his face as he rewind his memories. He threw his blanket off of him, only wearing black sweatpants and no shirt, for the better of him, he decided he was going to sleep with Y/n in her room tonight. As before, sleeping next to her peaceful body made him feel at peace with himself. He was always so delicate with her as she slept. In her slumber, he would play with her hair and caress the soft features of her face.
Once he got to her door, before opening it, he remembered what he had done to her earlier. Now he felt somewhat bad but he felt he had already apologized by cleaning her up and placing sweet kisses on her tender skin. He walked in noticing Y/n silently sleeping holding onto her pillow. His eyes glowed watching her, his heart rate slowed down calming his nerves seeing how peaceful she looked.
"Like a little angel, that is what you are. You know that? You are an angel, y/n", he lowered himself down placing a peck on her cheek bone before he walked down to the other side of the bed to rest. Todoroki moved the rose blankets over, laying himself down getting comfortable next to her warm body. Facing her back, he wrapped his muscular arm around her frail waist pulling her body closer to his. "Goodnight, kitten.", he whispered in her hair while giving her another kiss as he drifted to sleep.
Y/n was awake and aware of Todoroki's presence, but she acted asleep to see what he was up to in her room. From the head injury before everything was still kind of fuzzy and she could barely remember what had happened. The only thing that came to her mind was the stinging pain of his knife carving into her skin. She slowly faced her body towards him, trying not to cause her too much pain as her ribs were sore from a reason she does not remember, once she faced him she cupped his face in her hand rubbing his cheek. She thought to herself that Todoroki always managed to take good care of her, no matter how much pain he would cause, there was always a way to makeup for it.
"Such a baby.", she whispered as she took in all of his gentle features while he slept. It's like the coldness inside of him has melted as he laid asleep next to her. Y/n smiled as she drew herself closer to his lips placing a quick kiss on them. She laid her head back down on her pillow, snuggled into his chest, resting peacefully by his side.
They were in a very strange relationship, they would crush each other. He would hurt her to the point she bled and cried. Then they would love each other, his hands sliding across her bare skin only made her want him more. Others would never get it, they were on the outside as Todoroki and Y/n were the ones who had the cards playing the game. The way they acted from cold to hot had Y/n feeling crazy, but she loved the crazy feeling as it came from him. Y/n could never let him go, how could she? She was deeply in love with this psycho, he drew her in and now she had no way to escape.
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