WIN'S POV
i was sleeping in my bed while suddenly my dad splashed a big bucket a water on me. just to me wake up. well i'm getting used to it ever since my mom died and left us. then my father became a monster. i am win metawin, 19 years old and a college student. my mom died when i was in high school with cancer.
"WAKE UP YOU LITTLE BRAT!". and then he splashed the bucket water all over me and my bed. i got up silently and went to the bathroom.
after i take a bath i wear 'ed my uniform and got down stairs. "hurry up! Make me a breakfast!" my dad said and i went to the kitchen. my father was watching tv so i had a time to cut.
i cut...cut..cut...cut..cut...and cut.
yeah. i was cutting my wrist. i'm a jolly person outside but in inside, i'm suffering depression and anxiety.
"Hurry up! im hungry! you little piece of useless shit!". i get the rug then i put it in my bag then gave the breakfast to my father.
"H-here s-sir, g-gotta g-go" i said. you're wondering that why "sir" is my dad? cause after my mom died, he started abusing me and said "from now on! im not your dad anymore! I'm your sir! get it little brat?". "y-yes s-ir". and that's the time when i started to cut and have anxiety and depression.
—AT SCHOOL*
now that i'm in school, it was a big relief for me. cause i feel like i'm rather safe in here than there. i saw singto, new, gun waving at me. i waved them too. "eyy! you're almost late win! where have you been?" new asked me. new is the 2nd elder in our group and he's kind and caring and he don't believe in love. Well actually, us too. I didn't even noticed that it was 8:00 already and our class starts at 8:15. "Uhm..i over slept hahaha" i said with a fake laugh. i mean, who wouldn't fake a laugh when your being abused by your father?. "Oi! tell us if you have problem naaaa" gun told me. well gun is the younger and childish so he must have a girl that is patient and kind hahahaha. "noope. i-i dont have one ja" i said to him and the bell starts ringing then we all run up to the corridor and went to the classroom.
while we were in class, my wrist hurts so bad and i have to dis-infect it. so i raised my hand and went to the bathroom. goodthing that our professor allowed me.
i went to the school's pharmacy and bought a bottle of alcohol, cotton, bandage, and betadine, and i went to the bathroom.
as i arrived to the bathroom, i dis-infected it and wraped it. so i went back to the room. only to find out that the class is over.
"win! where have you been again?!" singto asked me. "yeah, we were waiting for you" new added. "win! what happened?" Said gun. "Woah. wait guys, i just shitted cause i think i ate something yesterday hahahaha". pew! goodthing i'm good a lies.
"Iwwwww! you gross!" guns said. "Okay. that's a bit disgusting.". New said and singto nodded.
we fished all our classes and its already 4:25pm so we decided to go home already.
"guys! wanna go have some fun?" gun said, "oi gun! you're gonna spend to much money again!" New said and me and singto nodded as a agreement.
"guys. gotta go! my father is probably waiting for me. byeee" i said and they all waived a me.
oiiii. back to home again.
