Trainee

His story

     Alex said "I haven't really been outside that much due to practice, i haven't really seem my friends nor family either, not even my best friend Danny whom i love so much, he's basically my long lost brother to be honest" he said, then his tone changed, from a tired to such a happy one as he said "He was the type of person who would do anything to make you happy, even if he'd make a fool of himself, he would find a way to put a smile on you face and that would also put a smile on his".

  "He was the closest person to me and, i loved him, we'd spend everydsy together, do everything together, he even got really close with my family and sometimes he becomes the "favorite" child of my parents when its clearly me, i thought i knew everything about him, that's  what i thought up until the day that he came out to me, he told me he was gay and i supported him, thinking on how i was hte first person whom he told that he was gay means that he trust me so mucn to say such a secret about him and i felt so special".

    "So when he decided to come out to his parents, things didn't really end well, he got kicked out, disowned and didnt have a place to call home or family, but i told him, when things go wrong, you'd always have me to turn to."

  "Rumors at my school started to spread about him, saying he's gay, a manwhore, and more but, despite those rumors, he never gave them one inch, not even a centimeter of his attention, because he believed that he will be happy by doing what he wants to do and being who who wants to be, which he did, but when i became a trainee and joined thos survival show, i haven't really kept touched with him, i wondered to myself, how wws he doing, is he happy, eating good, or maybe he's telling my secrets which i only told him whoch will get him a good whooping from me, but after receiving a call earlier after dress rehersal, I've never really been in the right mind."

  May wondered why, she said to him "why, was the call negative?" She said, he replied with "It really shocked me what the call was about. He said while his voice started to break and tears slowly sliding his face, "The call was with my mom, and she said that they were at the hospital, and that danny was currently hospitalized, i panicked and wanted to go but we were about to have the rehearsal so i asked her why, she said that danny was found unconscious in a warehouse, beaten up and........." he paused for a long time before continuing " he was also raped, and the ones who did it weren't charged for their crimes since they said that "he wanted it" since he was gay, they said that he had an argument with a bully saying that i was only here due to money, he stood up for me but, that caused him to get beat up and raped,." He broke down and couldn't continue.

   I was stuck by his story and what he just went through but despite that, he never spoke about his problems and what happend to his friend.  - medyo ewan ko ano gagawin jo, diko alam bat koroh sinulat bay..