Tired Of Trying
Tired of trying,
sick of crying.
Yeah, I'm smiling,
but inside I'm dying.
I have no feelings left in life
I have no feelings left in my heart
The pain has surpassed it all
I have no feelings left in me
It's all over before I could see
Hope and love have lost meanings
Nothing true here will stay
I have just given up on things
Looking on things dismay
I have lost all the joy of life
I have lost it all to know
There is nothing now left to do
Nothing left to show
I am in a state
Where I do not know what will happen
Just some lost thoughts in me!
@kezzy_ziyaah
I always do count my tears
I silently count my tears
I silently cry when no one's there
People who used to love me much
They only don't bother to care
Times have changed and people too
They don't really love you
They show that you are special in life
But leave you in your strive
Fake and dual role is something
That pierce through your clear heart
There was never so much of love
It was all fake from the start
I am shattered to the core
I am lost in life somewhere!
@kezzy_ziyaah
When there is nothing to cheer about
When there is nothing to cheer about
When you feel so lost in the crowd
When you cry your heart in your life
When you want to get out of the strive
There is sadness deep down in your role
It stops you to reach your goal
Cure that sadness and see the world
There is light left in life
You know how will you feel
When you do not feel all bright
Sadness has captured your mind
It's not letting you be so kind!
@kezzy_ziyaah
There is a feeling of pain inside
There is a feeling of being so vulnerable
To all the pain that bears in my heart
I do not know where is my way
I never made a perfect start
Things have changed for me
There is nothing left to see
I think there was never a moment
When I got to enjoy my glee
I have strived hard through the pain
I have suffered all in the vain
Happiness has a role to play in life
Its just sadness which I have seen
Struggling for a moment to smile
All the while in time!
@kezzy_ziyaah
Tired mind
The epitome of silence, wisdom of mask,
Deeds are on stake, unfair is the task,
Shocking reality, situations which surge,
Choked up on bliss, now left with no urge,
Dual existence, fakeness of role,
Tired is my mind, body and soul!
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: Set ablaze
The horizon has been set ablaze today,
My mind is feeling the numbness to stay,
Brittleness of heart wants to yearn,
But, my eyes and heart are set on burn,
Life less ordinary has become plain,
Wounded emotions have no more to gain!
Tears have dried
The tears have dried, but my eyes are wet,
Fright is gone, but my body still sweats,
My pain is gone, but my wound is deep,
I want to speak, but secrets are to keep,
I have closed my eyes, but I am sleepless,
I may have cleaned up everything, but my life is a big mess!
No feeling
There is happiness around me,
Then why do I feel sad,
There is everything around me, then why do I feel bad,
I feel gloomy and at loss of words,
I know it is kind of absurd,
But I feel some kind of a pain within,
A strange emptiness that I feel,
I really don't know the reason for it,
But, life is hurting me bit by bit!
