I'M brOKen (Namjoon X Depressed Reader)

CHAPTER 1

Your Pov
I wake up to my alarm, and get up quickly. I have to leave early, I head to the bathroom and take a bath. I hiss as the water touches the still sore and fresh cuts on my body. I get out of the shower and brush my teeth, I put this on an ash hoodie with black ripped jeans and white sneakers.

I let my hair pour , sneaking into the kitchen as my parents were asleep on the couch from the heavy drinking they did last night. I prepare breakfast for them as I don't eat because I'm fat. I walk out the door and plug in my earphones listening to my favorite K- pop band BTS 'Magic Shop' I hum to the song as I reach school mentally and physically preparing myself for another hell, I take a deep breath and get into the school as people whisper about me and I try to tune them out, but I'm slammed into a locker and I look up to see Min Yu. "Well what do we have here? I guess the little freak made it to school today" she turns to her friends who smirk at me and I gulp as Min Yu kicks my stomach and punches me in my chest, making me cough up blood "You little bitch! I just got these shoes, girls take care of her" I look at Sarah and Jade who have devillish looks on their faces as they kick, punch and cut me. I'm left helpless on the ground, I forced my self up and go to the bathroom and freshen up and go to class. I sit down and bring out my sketch book and draw. I put my drawings aside as the teacher comes in with a smile on her face "Good morning students, we have some new students so please welcome them nicely" Mrs Kim opens the door and my eyes widen at the people who came in...... BTS? I just have this gut feeling that this will be the longest school year, although I am A.R.M.Y, this is like those fanfics where the depressed girl meets her idol, they fall in love and she gets threatened with some other bullshit. I don't listen to their introduction, they all take seats and the lesson starts. I sigh as the bell rang for music class and I pack my stuff and leave not wanting to face trouble, I speed walk to music and take a seat, but unfortunately BTS is in this class and the girls in the class try to act cute and sexy and I sigh for the hundredth time. "Ok class, settle down today you all are going to sing" Mr Lee says excited, "And first up is Kim Y/n" he looks at me while I glare at him, I get up sighing "I'd rather die" I mumbled and took my place.

Namjoon's Pov
I didn't really pay attention at first, but when I heard that song I snapped my head to the owner of the voice, when I spotted her, I don't know why I got so transfixed "Wow"I breathed out and I couldn't get my eyes off her, a hand waved in my face and I got snapped out of my daze "Hyung is in love" Kookie laughs and I shoot him a death glare and he closed his mouth, but maybe he's right. No! I don't even know this girl. I saw she was done and was taking a seat and I look over to Jin who was already looking at me. After a long time, it was time for lunch. But before we could even get into cafeteria, we all got bombarded with fan girls, I spotted that Y/n girl who sitting alone on a table in the corner. I looked at her some more and she was......crying? I tap Jin and point over to her and he nods, but before he could walk over to her, Jungkook goes to the table and stands in front of her.

Your Pov
I was scrolling through my phone, looking at pictures of my brother and I. I didn't even know that I was crying. I noticed that someone was standing in front of my table, expecting it to be Min Yu and her little bitch squad, it turned out to be Jungkook. Wait! Jungkook? I started to panic, I'm sure that Min Yu will surely use this to kill me, but I guess if I'm dead I'll be able to meet my brother again. "Hello! I'm Jeon Jungkook, but you can call me Kookie" he exclaims cutely, I can't help but giggle at him "Hi, I'm Kim Y/n but you can call me N/n" I smile at him and he nods "You're so cute" Jimin pops out of nowhere, and I sqeel "Yah! Jimin don't scare her" Tae says coming over to the table and I feel so small, it's embarrassing. I just noticed that all BTS members are at the table and I look around feeling a bit lost. I blink twice "Hey are you ok?" Jin asks and I nod, still confused at what is happening "Oi!" Hobi yells in my ear, snapping me out of my thoughts. I hold my ear in pain, I love him, but this is to painful "Hyung!" Jimin says more like yells, do they have to be so loud? I groan slightly and they all look at me, shit! "This is the most painful thing that has happened to me" I say in English, Namjoon chuckles, "You speak English?" I nod "Um could you please speak a language we understand?" Jin asks and I scratch the back of my head. I get a text from my mother.

Mum: hey honey, your dad and I have a surprise for you when you get home.

You: ok I'll see you soon, bye love you.

                                                     Mum: love you too dear.

"Hey no phones while eating" Jin says snatching my phone. "Sorry eomma" I bow and the others chuckle. We finished eating and head to dance class. I changed into this

"Alright Y/n, please come and dance" our teacher calls me up "O...okay" I stutter, I'm about to dance infront of my idols! I take a deep breath and dance.

Immediately I was done the whole place went wild
I can't believe I just did that. I sat down and Jin hugged the life outta me "Jin....I....can't.....breathe" I say, he lets me go with an apologetic smile "Sorry!" I smile "Its ok"

Time skip (my ass lazy)
I was walking home when I was pulled suddenly into an alleyway. "Hey slut" it was Min Yu "I want to warn you, stay away from BTS, or else" she says, I look up at her she then kicks my ribs, punched my gut and slammed my head against the wall. I fell down black dots clouding my vision. The last the I heard was "What did you do to her?!" I recognized it as Namjoon's voice before I passed out.