Many times
i seat by the verenda
looking at the sunset
with tears in my eyes
They all promised
They'll never leave
But non
they went away
Little by little
hurting me slowly
My heart cries for their company
But it just hurts
it hurts so much
thinking 'bout them
my head gets hot
and headaches make me cry
i seem jovial outside
but what
those smiles hold heartbreaking pains
im so broken
you see,they promised
we'll face it together
the cruelties of this life
the challenges in our way
then i never feared any
living or non
i stood tall and mighty
in their company
But who would know
When tables shall turn
when friends shall leave
leaving u all alone
Tables turned
fates changed
they left in drops
leaving me in agony
it isnt their faults
its their fates
its not their choice
i know dosent mean i believe
i know but i dont believe
believing dosent make it true
believing makes me sad
believing is hard and it hurts
so i weep silently
my mood swings often
no one to console me
cause im always quiet
during my days
ive always been a hero
any where or place
first i'll stay
time flew by
leaving bit by bit
changing me till...
it all happened
i became the opposite
head always down
always absent minded
and kept more quiet
i choose the back
rising from behind
unlike during my days
when i love to shine
silent weeping
became a talent.
in front of you
im the happiest
Even my mother
knows not my pains
only my pen
but cant help
ill never cry in ur arms
be u so close
bother not wasting time
youll never make me happy
i design my happiness
i design who i am
i design who i become
i make no one do it for me
'cause i'm me
you're you
i choose my life
you choose yours
i wanna be great
yeah great great great
i wanna be good ...
better MMM
best YES!!
lumishar is me
my name and characters
it defines my person
so..
lumishar is me
and im LUMISHAR
