The Girls Behind Me

The first time i saw her

it was my first year of highschool,i was so excited to go to a new school and meet new people,because i never had much friends especially closeted friends,so i hoped i could finally meet someone.. i don't remember really clearly that day..i remember just the teacher,my shy classmates..nothing was so interesting,and different,was like the first day of middle school.. but something,or better,someone caught my eye,there was this girl,shy,a bit taller then me,she didn't said anything whole the time,she was behind me so i didn't look to her the whole time but probably if she did move i didn't heard anything..she was dressed with black,her large t-shirt,large black jeans e her black shoes,she,was,perfect..i'd never seen someone beautiful like her,her eyes was green,a deep and dark green,her small nose,and her little mouth with her full lips,i didn't know what was that feeling but i couldn't leave my eyes out of her,she looked at me and i awkwardly smiled,i don't know why,she didn't smile back,and then i noticed,her gaze,what was that afraid face?,why in one second i felt like i could hear how broken she was..? that girl,she wasn't like others..

She had a face like someone forced her to be there,like she didn't care about anything,her face..her broken and beautiful face,i kinda could hear her scream she needs help.
and then i thought "why are you doing this face? why are you showing me this face" and i asked my self "and especially why..why i can hear you need help? what's this feeling? should i be scared?"
this girl..with that sorrowful face..i....just why?
she continued ignoring everyone and continued watching out of the window without saying anything,till the teacher smiling called her to ask her name,i heard her voice,how sweet it was,i'd never heard a beautiful voice like that..she was like and angel,but,her voice was that sweet and that hard at the same time..i don't know how to describe it,like i don't know how to describe the feeling i felt..
Her name was...