CAN I CALL YOU MINE?

Part 12

This chapter is sad, so be prepared

A few weeks passed, finally the recordings of the series ended. The SunMork couple was as popular as TayNew's. His fans were much more at the end of the series and they wanted to see them working together again on another project, although the channel did not think so.

Podd and Gawin maintained their relationship in the most discreet way possible, from time to time they saw each other and enjoyed the few moments they had between their commitments.

Until one day some photos of them leaked on the networks ...

While Podd was having dinner with his best friend Earth.

-Podd, did you see this? Earth showed him something on his cellphone

-What? what happened?

-Look at this publication, You and Gawin in a relationship ... the gossip is on the networks, along with some photographs of you two. They seem to be taken by a paparazzi.

-Let me see!!! why right now!!! Podd was angry. This would not be easy for Gawin. Confronting all these rumors and gossip. They wouldn't do you any good.

So he decided to call Gawin immediately. He dialed his cell phone.

-Love, can we meet? I need to talk with you.

-I also need to talk about something very important. Podd could hear Gawin's tone of voice somewhat different.

-Wait!!! What's up, are you okay? It's because of what you see on the networks ...

-I have to go Podd. See you later at your house, ok?

- Hey, wait!!!! Remember how much I love you....

- Bye

Earth was very worried for his friend

-Are you ok?

-No, something is definitely not right. I just hope he doesn't leave me ...

Later...

Podd was looking forward to seeing him and talking to Gawin. He was pacing from one side to the other, thinking that it would be on his boyfriend's mind right now. He was very afraid that it would end him, that he would tell him that he no longer wanted to have anything with him.

Minutes later he heard the doorbell ring. He immediately ran to open the door. It was Gawin.

-Hi Baby, come in

Podd could see that his guy didn't throw himself into his arms like every time they met. This time he had no hug, just a bland hello.

-Are you feeling sick? Why are your eyes like this? Podd caressed his face. They were obviously a bit bloated.

Were you crying? Come with me. The two of them sat on the couch in Podd's living room.

-It doesn't matter.

-Is it because of the gossip of our relationship? It bothers you that people find out about us ...

-Podd, I need to think about all this. I promised you that when the series ended we would tell the public, my parents ... but I don't have the courage to do it. This will involve many changes in my life. I don't think if I'm ready to do it.

-Wait, I told you that we would face it together ... I'm not afraid baby, I'm with you, I'm for you!

-I need to get away Podd, I need to think this with a cool head.

-What do you say? Where are you going? Are you leaving me?....

-I will go to the United States for a few months.

-Gawin, wait you'll leave me. That means you finish me, you don't want anything with me. Sun's eyes immediately moistened ... don't you love me?

-Do not say that, honey!! Gawin hugged him very tight ... I will not ask you to wait. I don't know if I'll be back in 1, 3, 5 months. I do not know!!! Let's take some time. A time to think better of it.

-I have nothing to think about Gawin, I love you and I will face the world for you, for us. Don't go, uhmmm. I can't be without you!!!

Gawin looked him in the eyes, his Podd was so cute it made him look like that.

-If ours love is real, we will be together again. Uhmmm?

-Don't go!!! Don't leave me alone, tell me who will I pick up every day, who will try my new dishes, who will hug me when I get cold at night. Who will I cheer for when losing a basketball game. Who will sing love songs for me ... if it's not you. Tell me who? Who will tell me that he loves me every time I make love to him. If you are not by my side.

-Don't say that .... you break my heart! Look at me, Podd. I will miss you too. I know, nobody loves me like you do. I do not ask you to wait, leave it to fate, it will tell us if we will be together again.

-When are you leaving? Podd asked him.

-Tomorrow morning...

- This is our last night together !! Damn, Gawin !!!! Why are you doing this to me...

-Come here, let me hold you tight ... I know it won't  be easy for us. For neither of us. But we must be strong, ok?

Promise me that you will follow your plans, you will go to the casting for the new series, your business will continue, you will carry on with your life as you always have.

That night they made love for the last time before Gawin left, before he left his life so suddenly.

Even Podd didn't accept it, he didn't want him to go away and leave him alone ...

-Baby....

-Uhmmm.

-Do you want me to go see you off at the airport?

-NO, don't ... if you go I won't be able to leave you and I need to. I'm not ready to say goodby. Or stop seeing your face, my Podd.

-I'll be waiting for you to come back !!! It doesn't matter how long it takes. I will be here for you!!! Did you hear me? As Podd hugged Gawin's body closer

-If you fall in love with someone else, I'll understand.

-What did you say!! I will not fall in love with anyone else !!!!

Podd kiss his lips slowly, as if he were recording it in his mind, so that it would never fade. I wouldn't have to let him go. He said to himself ...

Podd fell asleep in the arms of his love. Gawin slowly tried not to move him too much he didn't want to wake him up. He should go now, he placed a kiss on his forehead and  he said.

-I hope that when I return I can call you mine  in front of everyone without fear of anything or anyone .... I love you Podd 😭😭😭😭😭

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