A/N: I've been letting this story go to waste for way too long now so I decided to keep writing nowAfter you ended the call with Taehuyng, a strange feeling started to spread in your stomach. You were incredibly nervous that all of this talking, all of the opening up that you made yourself do over the last couple of days or weeks even, wouldn't help one single bit. You were scared that Taehyung now thought less of you than he did before despite him telling you that this wasn't the case but after a moment of anxiously biting your lip, you got up and slowly left your room. In order to avoid waking anyone up, you sneaked down the hallway towards the kitchen and then tried to make your way to the stove in the darkness as fast as possible. After a few moments, you finally managed to put on some water and tried your best to stay quiet while you pulled a teacup from the cupboard. With a bit of soothing tea you might be able to fall asleep more easily now and since it was already late at night, it was about time that you did. For Christ's sake, you had class tomorrow...
With still half-closed eyes, you waited for the water to boil and then finished making your tea, only once bumping into something while you were already on your way out of the kitchen. You smiled to yourself at how careful you had been and quickly returned to your room, proud that you didn't wake anyone, at least as far as you knew. Yes sure, you might have a slight tendency to be a clumsy person but apparently, that didn't mean you couldn't be careful whenever it was important so this seemed like a success to you.
When you arrived at your room though and let yourself fall into your bed after placing the cup on the small table next to you, a sigh left your mouth and you pressed your palms against your eyes. Your head was starting to hurt really bad once again and even though Taehyung had managed to calm you down quite a lot, you still didn't feel mentally tired enouh to fall asleep.Time to read something...
you thought to yourself and started looking for your phone with your hands. There was always a story that you hadn't read yet so why not kill some time until you were done drinking your tea with some reading? Maybe that would even make you tired enough.
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Imagine Being Friends With Bangtan
FanfictionEver since your suicide-attempt you have been suffering from panic attacks. Namjoon always tried to help you and made you promise to call him whenever something happened. After video-chatting for a while Namjoon decided to drop by your place to calm...