I look around me, chest tightening, eyes widening, Anxiety tearing me piece by piece until I'm nothing
Time
What is time?
Time...time...time....oh isn't it that thing that always moves forwards.....or....backwards. Does time work for me...or against me? They tell me i have all the time in the world, but when deadlines, hit all of a sudden my time runs out. And with all this pressure how do they expect me not to shout?!. So I bottle it up, seal it and burry it deep under my skin, hoping that an eruption may never begin.
Space, I need my space!
WAIT come back, don't leave me alone...
Where are you, can you see me? I'm here! Right in front of you all!! Can't you see?! HELP ME!
How long...how long before I can muster up the courage to reach...reach out to you. Or you could just turn around and see! Please HELP ME! before I plunder into the dark. ARE YOU ALL SO DEAF TO THE SUFFERING HAPPENING RIGHT BY YOU?!!
I look around and around, and finally... as the darkness engulfs my mind and all is numb...a light...
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Written by TheAnimeAssassin a.k.a. theanimesoul
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SpiritualThis piece is about a panic/anxiety attack and how it feels to not feel seen or heard by those closest to you
