I am not myself
I am dying
I am literally rotting in the inside
Sacrificing my life for vain tears
Killing the innocent part of me
Hardening my feelings
Dancing with death
Smiling at your lies
Believing them
Scared of the world
Afraid of mask
Growing transparent in a loathsome world
Disgusted at everyone's fakeness
Including at myself
Why do I need love?
When hate is all I feel
Running away from the truth, afraid of what is inside
Greetings to people like me
We all feel the same
But we feel different kind of pain
I am coldening myself
Coldening to not feel anymore
