A LOVE IN PROGRESS

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It's been a week since the girls and I left for New York and my phone haves been plowing up with notifications from messages, instagram, Twitter and TikTok  by my now ex boyfriend jefnier I was not going to answer him no after he pull the shit i can't believe he cheated on me i thought our relationship was going well but I guess wrong.

I walk back to the room from the bathroom and all the girls were ready to go we were going to watch a play in Broadway and than we will go get dinner since tomorrow is our last day here I but my shoes on and grabbed my bag and we made our way out.

Hey girls I was thinking on going to an Italian restaurant what do you guys think? I asked them

Yes that will be nice. Karol answer

I agree I will love to eat Italian. Mona said

Yes it's been a long time since I haven't eat Italian natti said

Okay well let's go watch the play. I said walking to were the theater was

After an the move was done we went to the restaurant I was so hungry and so were the girls. When we got seated we order and we talk well we waited for our food.

So we're are you guys going after we get back from vacation? Karol asked

Well I'm going to Mexico for a few interviews and some meetings. Becky said

I'm going back home I have to do some stuff. Mona said

I'm going to LA I'm going to record a song with another artist. Natti said

I'm going to Miami I have to start writing and recording some songs. I said

I'm going back to PR with my mans. Gabriella said

I'm going to visit my family i haven't seen them in a long time. Karol said

After we talk some more our food came and we ate we talk for some more than we went back to the hotel to back our stuff for tomorrow. When we were packing we were leasing to music and talking I was supper tired and I wanted to finished backing so I can rest.

** The next day **

When we woke up it was 4:30 am we got changed and we went to the front desk to return our room key after that get got on the Uber and we left to the airport we were seating there till our flights got called and one by one started living I was the last one there and after 10 minutes my flight was called.

On the air plain I was on my phone and I saw some messages of jefnier I read them all and I was so mad he doesn't know why I left so i told him why I left.

After that I blocked him I was so mad at him how can he think I will take him back after he have done that he's so stupid I'm not just some toy for his entertainment.

When the plain leaned I called an Uber to take me to the apartment I had here. On the way to the appointment I started tearing up I felt used betrayed alone I thought he was different I can't believe he did that knowing that my last relationship ended by me getting cheated on many it's because I'm not good enough or because I'm not like other girls many I should change the way I look or the way I act or anything I was so broken I thought he loved me but it didn't look like it.

When I got to my apartment I broke down I felt so empty so scared I was so sad so heartbroken I went to my bathroom and I turn on the water to get the bathtub filled I was gonna take a relaxing bubble bath with some wine I wanted to take my head out of all this but what better Way to do it the bubble bath wine and some Bruno Mars songs ( just imagining you listening to it will rain  by Bruno Mars with a bottle of wine🥺)

Well I was on the bath I started crying even more all the emotions were heating me so fast I can't believe it all this looks like a nightmare a really messed up nightmare.

When I was done with my bath I got up and got changed to some comfortable pijamas and I brushed my hair out and went to bed because the last thing I will be getting was sleep.