What am I to you?

Thoughts

I don't know how to describe the day

We went to an amusement park,

Watched movies in the cinema,

Ate dinner in a fancy restaurant,

And lastly cuddled together.

I really have lots in mind right now

And this one thing won't leave my mind,

Earlier before he fell asleep:

"I love you and you know that right?"

I stare at him for a while before answering with a smile

"Of course and I love you too, so much"

He hugged me tight

Like he don't want to let go

"I'm so lucky to have you"

He said as he kissed my forehead,

My face was buried to his chest that I didn't notice,

The tears escaping his eyes.

"I'm sorry...so sorry"

I want to look up and ask him why he's saying sorry again

Instead he didn't let me and said

"Let's sleep"

Present:

Well of course I didn't sleep

I have lots in mind so how could I?

Many thoughts and questions are running in my mind

'Are you guys same?'

Negatives thoughts are winning over positive

Why does he kept saying sorry?

What's happening?

Why is he acting like this?

I'm confused... I don't know what to feel..

I ended up sighing

Tired of overthinking

I decided to sleep but before that

I tried to look at his face

After some careful wiggling and turning...

Success!

I gave him a quick peck and smiled

"I love you, goodnight"

I closed my eyes

And slowly went to sleep.

♡

Hmmm thoughts?

For the man...who do you think he is?

And also 4 days to go before BE!

Sorry one update for today only

That's all hehe

Babye! LOTS OF LOVEEEEEEEE

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