𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀𝑒

𝐶ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑆𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑠

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
( Suicide attempt)

𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑣𓁹

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Soobin and yeonjun have been friends since they were born. Their parents have been best friends since high school and they planned to move in next to each other, have their kids to grow up together even date each other. Making sure they have plenty of play dates ,sleepovers, family dinners, even family vacations.

But since high school yeonjun has been a little distant to soobin which did not help with soobins depression or the fact that he likes him. It hurts yeonjun too but not as much. High school was tuff and life changing for both of them especially soobin. He didn't know that one day his day would be as always then change the next day before he could even close his eyes to sleep.

They both had plans some similar, like spending their future with each other but of course they didn't know the other thought the same. Yeonjun had plans to get excepted into big hit entertainment as a trainee so he can accomplish his dream of being an idol. On the other hand as high school went on soobins depression got worst from the pain yeonjun
unknowingly caused. So his plans slowly changed. Yeah he had dreams, but those slowly faded as days passed the dark voice in his head slowly getting louder that he even almost did it until someone stopped him.

(Flashback from the past)

"It hurts so much to see him loving another person than me, a least he's happy right?, is it me?, would people's life's be better without me?,". Soobin without thinking gets up walking to his bathroom opening the draw. He hesitantly looks at the razor hand shaking as he slowly picks it up. The voices in his head getting louder, until he can't take it anymore. "Does yeonjun even care about me anymore?, what if he walked in on me?, he would probably tell me to do it" so with soobin making up his mind he slowly puts the blade up to his wrist about to try and end his life.

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Key word 'try'.

Yeonjun walks into soobins house coming back from practice like he promised he would. "Hey soobin I'm backkk!". He gets confused when soobin doesn't respond, he walks to soobins room opening the door seeing him not in there either but seeing the bathroom light on and the door slowly cracked. He walks up to the door looking through " OH MY GOSH SOOBIN DONT". He runs in Hugging the younger as he drops the razor blade sobbing both sitting down onto the floor. "I'm sorry junnie".

"Why we're you going to do that anyways?! You know I need you soobinie your what keeps me going everyday". "But I thought I just cause you pain?" Soobin says crying. "No it's the opposite Binnie your the main sorce of my happiness just seeing you smile like the purest bunny, my bunny, but seeing you like this just breaks my heart". Yeonjun says looking at soobins eyes with tears in his. "Please don't do this again I need you and if you did I would regret it for the rest of my life", yeonjun says.

Soobin nods still wrapped tightly around Yeonjun like a kola. Yeonjun chuckles picking soobin up in his arms off the ground walking back to soobins room "Still want to cuddle and watch movies?". Soobin quickly nods with a smile, Yeonjun kisses his cheek making him blush. They sit down cuddling each other on soobins bed while watching a movie soon falling asleep in each other's arms. Soobins parents open the door looking inside coeing at the sight of yeonbin. "They look so cute together, I can't wait till they become a couple".

(Flashback ended)

Yeonjun would sometimes lose hope and stop waiting for the younger to like him back. So he would just practice at the studio all day to get soobin out of his head all day. Both of them didn't really date anybody at the school because of multiple reasons. They were both very popular in school just for their looks and wealth, they couldn't really trust anybody and only talked to their other childhood friends taehyun, Hoseok, beomgyu, and hueningkai. They don't like being around a lot of people anyways. Their all friends but when they break up into groups it's hoseok, taehyun, and soobin, then beomgyu, yeonjun, and hueningkai. They only split up sometimes for classes and parties but most of the time their together.

I guess you can say the future has been better than the past, having one little thing to happen to them both without expecting it.

There's more stories from the past but also the future. But which one is better?

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This is my first yeonbin story. I was going to do bottom yeonjun but I saw there's already a lot of stories with top soobin so I did bottom☺︎︎. Also if your confused this chapter is explaining since they were younger and the past few years to the present. Please vote

Love you( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

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