chapter 1 : when it went missing

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I unlock the door and enter our dorm .
Darling. Lexi stated tears started falling down .
It's not what it looks like . Ashley stated
Realy then what's it look like . Tears come falling down more .

AWW MY PREICOUSE CININIOM ROLL.

Butt. Ashely said
Did you realy love me tell me the truth . Lexi stated while he was creing and sobbing.

Honestly no I was forced to and I used you sorry hun. Ashely said

I'm packing and leaving this dorm I'll live with my parents.leci stated .

He packed and left at his parents house.  They let him stay and go to the bar just this once at the bar . He was so drunk.

Random girl comes over . Hello . The girl said
Hi what's your name mines lexi .
Mines  emily . Hey want to have some fun .
Huh what's that . Lexi said with curiosity. 
Here you'll see . Emily stated .
She raped me I found out what it meant I told her no but she did it anyways wow .
I came back home and introduced her to them she clearly forced me to or else she'd kill me . I was walking around the hallway at school I ran into a boy his name is raven I look up I say soory he smirks my heart starts to pond my face is realy hot I'm sweating hes also the popular kid . Hay lexi. Waved there was my best freind Wayne . Sup Wayne.  I have a quistion when your heart ponds and become sweaty and hot around a guy what's that. Omg . Wayne said . Dude your gay . Wayne said quietly so no one can hear .    I went home and told my parents I got hit it's been to years of abuse and rape every day I got depressed only wayne knows I cut my crush is still my crush I haven't told him . And yeah I go to the roof and start singing  that's the only thing that keeps me happy so I start singing playdate by melanie Martinez

Someone is clapping I look behind me it's my crush.  I decide to post songs on my tube with my identity human but my mother died 1 year ago for supporting me and died by murder by my father and blames it on me so I here . After that day I escaped my girl freind I become q'a singer a real one and so is wayne i forgot about my Crush and now I have painic attacks anxiety and I'm scared of people and loud noises and anything realy I also escaped my father 8 have my own apartment I berly leave I here a knok i open the door its wayne hay boy your comeing to my house and hang with the band . What no. How long have you been in the house . 3 weeks i mumble.  See now you have no choice . He drags me in the car . We went we arrived.  Before we get out . I'm so so so sorry. For what . I gave him my wrists . And showed the cuts . I'm sorry I broke the promise . It's ok.  Why aren't you angry sniff. Because I shouldn't . I learned it was lost it was brocken my heart.

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