My makeover (MAGCON are my bully's)

Chap 9

ROES POV

when I got back home I didn't know what to do with myself.

"What should I do oh what should I do" I say to myself

"I don't know what are you going to do" I hear and jump because Nash Fucking Grier is sitting on my couch

"How the hell did you get in" I ask

"The open window" he says

"Ok so why are you here" I ask because this is breaking and entering so I want him to get the hell out of my damn house

"I wanted to talk" he says

"Why would I want to talk to you?" I ask

"Ok so I'll do the talking. I know the guys and I have done some terrible shit to you and I don't even know why else started one day in the summer between 6-7th grade Jack G got all mad at you and told us all to start bullying you. we didn't want to loose him as a friend so we did. Shawn was the least for it a Hayes refused to hang out with us. I barley could stand to look at Jack for a while but they all wanted me to stay in the group. so I did. I'm so so so so so so so sorry you have no idea how sorry I am words can't describe. When thoes two girls Destiny and Amber they were both really nice but Jack took advantage of that and forced them to go with him. I wanted no part of that so I left. I wanted to say sorry to them to but you were my bestest friend and I was broken when I let you go but I need my bestie back please forgive me." he says and takes a shaky breath because he is in the verge of tears .

"Ok Hamilton I forgive you" I say and hug him. he pulls me on his lap so he can hug me better

"Yeah don't call me that and wtf do you eat because you weigh nothing" he says

"I do to weigh a lot Jack helped me with knowing that."

"I will punch him next time because you weigh like 2 pounds seriously you are perfect the way you are" he says

"Nash I'm not perfect I'm broken" I say

"How?" He asks

"Many ways" I say I hope he doesn't ask about my eating patterns because there all over the place along with my cutting. I can't wear bikinis because the makeup I put on my stomach will go away because when I wear crop tops that's what I do and I don't go anywhere without my bracelets for my wrists

"Little bud?" He asks using one of my old nicknames

"Yes Nashy"

"Show me your wrists" he says well shit
I try to get up but he pulls me back because I was already sitting on his lap that there was no way I was getting away.... shit

"Rose bud" he says in a serious tone while grabbing my wrists. he takes off the bracelets and rolls up my sleeve. I hear him suck in a sharp breath. "Why baby"

"You know why Nashy" I say I look at him to see him crying "don't cry I won't ever do it again I won't let them but mostly him get to me ever again I promise" I say

"Pinky" he asks

"Pinky" I say entertwining our pinkies

"Now go get your blades and give them to me" he says ugh

"Ok" I say getting up and leaving him only to have him get up with me "what are you doing"

"I know you're going to try and hide one but I can't let that happen. if you ever feel like doing it again call me" he says

"Fine" I say and we both go to my room and then my bathroom and I give him my box full.

"Thank you" he says

"Yeah" I say

"In putting them in my car then I will be back" he says

"You want to have a sleepover" I ask "like old times" we always used to have them

"Of course lil bud" he went and put the box in his car then came back

"I still have a pair of your old sweats and a sweatshirt from the last time you were over" I say

"You kept it all these years" he asks

"Yeah I always hoped we would all makeup but so far it's only two of you who I've actually forgiven" I say

"The others will apologize too just give them some time" he says

"Yeah just some took it to far and idk how I feel about it" I say

"I'm here for you if you ever want to talk about it" he says

"Thx Nashy" I say

"Now it's time for bed little bud" he says and lyes down in my bed. I lay next to him and fall asleep almost instantly but not before hearing Nash say "I love you lil bud" he says "I love you too Nashy" I say and fall asleep

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