The room is dark
I close my eyes
Hold out my arm and start to cry
Red drops stain the carpet
Blame it on life
Blame it on people
Blame it on me
I just can't stop
It's not that easy
One, two, three
I paint a picture of pain
I call it beauty when others call it insane
I see what others don't want to
I feel what they hide from at night
Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen
I feel nothing
I open my eyes just to continue unseen
Hide under my sweater
And return to the rest of the evening
